Awestruck

2011-05-05T00:38:00.007+08:00

Wait

Probably one of the hardest thing in life is waiting. I have took up several part-time jobs since my secondary school days, ranging from many different fields in the industry. But in my opinion, the hardest and most difficult job I have worked as is being a waiter.

I still remember I was still in secondary school and it was during the holidays. At that time I've never worked before, and when I heard from my dad about a job opening I just jumped on it immediately. Hoping to learn some skills and experience about the working life.

Being a waiter was my first ever job. Well it was a humbling experience. At first I thought, "No problem! How difficult can it get?" I was wrong. It was not easy at all.

The tough thing about being a waiter is:

1) You must stand for hours waiting (and be still)

2) Stay alert and sensitive at all times

3) Endure criticism

Sometimes in life, we too need to wait like a waiter. Serve like a waiter. Endure like a waiter. It is a tough job. Who likes to wait? In our society today, we want things NOW. INSTANT solutions, Instant noodles. We like things fast, that's why we have FAST food. Even if it isn't good for us, we rather take it, than wait. Nobody likes waiting. Many people lose their cool because the wait is too long. They can't take it anymore. They curse. They complain. They murmur.

We can't even wait 40 minutes in a queue without a "Tsk!" and a frown on our face to show our dissatisfaction. The issue is not with the wait, the issue is with our attitude.

The wait is a test to see our reaction. Waiting isn't bad if we stop being negative about the process. Wait with expectancy. Focus on the positive. Maximize your time while waiting. Before you know it, the wait is over and you get your goods, or accomplish your task.

It is worth the wait.

Isaiah 40:28-31

²⁸ Have you not known?
Have you not heard?
The everlasting God, the LORD,
The Creator of the ends of the earth,
Neither faints nor is weary.
His understanding is unsearchable.
²⁹ He gives power to the weak,
And to those who have no might He increases strength.
³⁰ Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
And the young men shall utterly fall,
³¹ But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

-Good things comes to those who wait.

2010-09-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

Have always loved this story. Remember you are never alone.

-Emmanuel (God is with us)

2010-09-12T17:22:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

Give me the strength to do what is right.

Show me the way when there seems to be no way.

You said, when I am weak You are strong.

So God, help me, save me, have mercy.

"A broken spirit and a contrite heart,

this Oh God, You will not despise."

In the trial, I will remember You.

Though I can't see the hand, but I will trust Your heart.

I know all things work out good, for those who love You and are called according to

Your purpose.

2010-09-09T11:55:00.005+08:00

God's Pie

Everything that we have was given to us.

Your mother gave birth to you.

But God was the one who gave you life.

Conception did not begin in your mother's womb.

It began in His mind.

Hence we are suppose to reflect the image of our Maker.

To be a giver.

See, this life is not measured by what you can get,

but what you can give.

Give not out of necessity,

nor to be seen by men.

But give out of a cheerful heart.

Matthew 10:8

Freely you have received, Freely give.

2010-09-08T13:34:00.008+08:00

Are your burdens too heavy?

Isn't it true that when you leave your house everyday you somehow have a natural tendency to carry a bag? Even though you know you do not need to use most of the things you put in that bag.

It somehow makes you feel a little secure.

"I may need this later."

No you don't.

In the same way, many of us carry burdens like how we carry our bags. Some burdens were never meant for us to carry. Yet we choose to bear them.

The only thing Jesus told us to carry was the cross.

Travel light today, don't carry your heavy luggages of burdens and worries of life.

Have faith. Be secure. Without them.

"If you think carrying your burdens is tough, try carrying the cross." -JL

"Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laiden and I will give you rest, take up my yoke for it is easy and my burden is light". -JC

2010-09-04T01:31:00.005+08:00

To Save a Life

Wow! It's been awhile. Can't believe my last post was actually in March. I told myself last year that I would make a commitment to reflect on my life lessons and write(type) it down here at least once every month. I guess that did not really work out. I realize how overwhelmed and busy I was over the past 6 months, that I hardly had anytime to even take a breather.

Anyway, I had an awesome time during cell group meeting today with Kenneth, Bradley and Corrina. We started early today at around 3.45pm and hence we had time to watch a movie in my living room- To Save a Life. It was a very powerful movie, it touched on many issues about life. (Highly recommend you to watch it)

One particular issue that was brought out in the show was about young people taking their own lives. Well, it is a very real issue today. Suicidal rates are on a high. Just last year alone in 2009, there were 401 suicide cases in Singapore, yet another 10% increase compared to the previous year.

That struck me, 401. These are not just numbers. These are lives. That means, every other day there is probably one or two person ending their lives, and with them are many more people contemplating whether they should do the same. Some take unprescribed drugs and overdose themselves, some slit their wrists, some choose to take a leap (not of faith but of fear) off a building or onto a train track.

Statistics show a record high increase of youths between 13-19 years of age who choose to end their lives. Many blame these to on the high stress level. "OH it is the education systems!" While it is not entirely wrong to say stress is a factor that adds to that final decision for one to end his/her life. I would say there is a deeper reason to why a person would make that ultimatum decision. Out of all the reasons, I believe people give up on life when they can't live up to the expectations of others/themselves and don't see a purpose for living anymore.

Well, if you are one of those who had thoughts of ending your life before, or still are, I hope you read on.

The truth is, at some point in our lives, we all ask ourselves one question, "What am I here for?"

And to be honest, I can't answer that question for you. All of us are here for a different purpose. You've just got to live life one step at a time, and you will eventually discover what your true purpose is.

"BUT WHAT ABOUT NOW?"

Yes, right now, it may seem meaningless. Things may not be going the way you want it to. Your relationships may be in a mess. You have friends, but yet you seem to always feel alone. You've tried and you've failed. You were told "You can't make it in LIFE" or "You are good for NOTHING". And you actually believed them, because those words came from the ones you've loved and trusted the most.

Well right now, I am going to tell you the truth. You may or may not have heard this, and you may or may not believe this. But what I am about to say to you, I hope you know every word is true:

"You are valuable. You are precious. You can make it. You are made for great things. You are blessed with great gifts and talent. You are loved. You have a future and a hope. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Because that would be a lie."

Don't give up now, there is more. And yes, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. As dark and hopeless the situation may be right now, there is still a way out. And no it is not by giving up on your life. It is by giving more. Trying harder. Believing in your heart. You can do it.

And yes there will still be times that things don't work out and life treats you unfair. But remember, the beauty of grace is that it makes life unfair. At the end it is always our choice how we react to the circumstances that surrounds us. We can choose to give up, or we can choose to press on.

Don't value your life by what you can accomplish, or by dollars and cents. No, value life for the very breath that you take.

Psalm 72:13-14 (New King James Version)
¹³ He will spare the poor and needy,
And will save the souls of the needy.
¹⁴ He will redeem their life from oppression and violence;
And precious shall be their blood in His sight.

2010-03-30T14:15:00.003+08:00

Soule What?

It was 3 years back when the idea of Soule came to my mind. I was only 16 then. To start a business to help the poor and needy children who doesn't have shoes. Start a business with a "Buy One Give One" Concept.

Many people criticized and mocked at that idea. But after persevering and striving on, in March 2010, Soule has been awarded Singapore International Foundation Young Social Entrepreneur of the year.

It's been a long time coming. After so long, after times of doubts, after moments of disappointments. We have finally started and people are beginning to believe.

Yes, Many has mocked at this dream and said we can't possibly make a difference and that we are young and too naive, but we say to them "SOULE WHAT?"

They said that the Wright brothers were insane, to try to create a machine that would allow man to fly on the air, but the Wright brothers said to them,"SOULE WHAT?"

They said a black african american man, will never be the president of the USA, but Barack Obama said to them "SOULE WHAT?"

I think SOULE is more than a fashion brand, but an attitude that young people today must learn to carry, especially when people say that they can't make a difference- SOULE WHAT? It's an attitude that knows no fear, attitude of audacity, that nothing is impossible. Knowing that no dream is too small or too BIG to be done.

Be a SOULEDIER, Be who you want to be.

-Never let the fear of striking out stop you from playing the game.

2010-01-11T01:39:00.003+08:00

New

While, it is common to celebrate and party on new year's eve and do count down. One thing I find myself doing year after year during this period of time is reflecting on the year that has past and visualizing and setting goals for myself in the new year.

Well today, I thought about the first car I want to own. Well not exactly a car, but a van. I know many people think owning a van is cheapo. But I personally think owning a van is cool. Not only can it carry stocks for your company, but at the same time you have huge space, and can carry more people than an ordinary car.

Can't stop thinking of this beautiful van, a Merc Vito. I will own one soon :D (By faith!)

-Old things have passed away, You make all things New.

2009-12-19T12:14:00.005+08:00

This is a Dialogue in the Dark poster I designed for my PR assignment. Hahas. Yes! It is finished! Well, not exactly there are still 2 more projects to go!

To those of you that haven't been to DID. Well it's about time you try it, it really impacted me greatly, I've already been there twice. Almost went the 3rd time! You should go. Really. If you don't know what it's about you can read my archives, did a whole post on it in May? Around there. You can visit their website too: http://www.dialogueinthedark.com.sg/DiD/Pages/default.aspx

Happy Holidays!

-the gift of love

2009-12-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

New video is up on the blog. Check it out!- www.selfless-shoe.blogspot.com

Thanks Phua for your professional photography skills.

Thanks Erika for sacrificing your time under the hot sun to take countless shots.

Thanks Aunty Sha, Hakim, Deboy, Tasha, Uncle Sani, for spending your saturday afternoon at a train track!

Thanks Jying for helping in everything especially your help with the poster, and the photoshoot!

Thanks Brothers, (Yee Hong, Thye Leng (and Sis), Eugene) For helping in the video.

All this wouldnt be possible with the help of your guys! Really appreciate all your support in making this idea a reality.

-Saving the word one sole at a time.

2009-11-18T10:33:00.005+08:00

Dancing in the Rain

Yesterday I was really blessed by Yah Lan's message. She said, "In life people wait for the storms to pass away, but sometimes we just need to learn how to dance in the rain".

When you go through storms in your life don't get upset. Don't blame anyone (including God) for the circumstances in your life. Dance in the rain. In life many of us hope that everything will be perfect, no problems, no heartbreaks, no disappointments. But the truth is, we live in a broken down world. And sometimes, things don't turn out the way that we want. People will let us down. Circmustances will turn against us.

But that doesn't mean you should live a life filled with anger and frustration. It is easy to be happy, easy to dance when everything is alright, and when the sun is shining bright. But not when you are in the rain. When nothing seems to be what you expected it to be. But despite that, you are able to dance through it.

Anyone who says only sunshine brings happiness has never truly danced in the rain. Sometimes, it is during the lowest point of your life, when you need to learn to be happy. Not for any other reason, but simply because you are still alive. You still have your very breath. Don't live your life with regrets, live it with joy and hope.

When you begin to live your life this way, you will realize circumstance will never determine your attitude. But you choose joy rather than grief. Faith than fear. Love than hate.

Psalms 144:15

Happy are the people whose God is the Lord!

-learning to live.

2009-11-16T11:57:00.001+08:00

God's Chisel

God not my will, but yours be done. Many times we get angry with God for allowing things to happen in our lives. We think He doesn't understands, He doesn't care, He is too busy to bother.

But the bible clearly shows to us God as a loving, unfailing, faithful Father. Who cares for His children. As a Father, when you see your child hurting it breaks your heart too. As a Father, when you discipline your child, it hurts you more than your child.

Only an unloving father would close his eyes and allow his child to make silly mistakes and not discipline him and teach him the right way. Yes, the Father that we serve will discipline us. But only because He loves us and wants us to live a victorious life.

This same Father catches us when we fall, yes, even thought He'd later give us a few spanks to teach us not to be playful and careless again, but He would also hold us in His arms, and heal our wounds.

2009-11-11T11:34:00.002+08:00

Trying to forget someone you loved so much is like trying to remember someone you have never met.

2009-11-06T01:43:00.003+08:00

Second Chances

People say there are no second chances in life. Once you make a mistake, you pay the rest of your life.

But let's all face it, we all make mistakes. We all have. But I believe everytime we fall, we learn something. As the saying goes, "no pain no gain". If you've never failed in your life, how do you cherish success? If you've never feared, how do you celebrate, knowing you stood in faith?

The problem with many of us is that we are usually trapped in our guilt and shame. We can't let go of our past mistakes and failures. We are stucked. We are trying. Yet, we don't know how to move on. Have you ever felt that way?

Like you are trapped in quake sand. But the harder you try to get out, you realize the faster you are sinking. You are overwhelmed, overcomed, overpowered. You can't get out of this rut. You're about to give up.

Today I got a powerful revelation. Giving up is not a solution. But sometimes, giving in is. If you've been trying and failing all this time, here's a solution- just give in. Stop trying to fight on your own anymore. When you give in, and you leave it up to Him, "not my will but Yours be done", something amazing happens.

You realize your load begins to lighten, and the burden is slowly lifted. Some burdens were never meant for us to carry. The only thing Jesus told us to carry was the cross. Which means denying our carnal flesh, which like to do things our OWN WAY. He said, "Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laiden and I will give you rest, take up my yoke for it is easy and my burden is light".

Now its time to give yourself another chance. It's not the end.

In fact, not just a second chance, a third, a fourth, .. and so on. His mercies endures forever. When we are weak, He is strong. When we are powerless He gives us strength. When we are faithless, He is faithful.

They say there are no second chances in life, but He says, I have given you a future and a hope.

2009-09-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

JYINGS DAY

Happy Birthday to Little Miss Sunshine. Thanks for your friendship the past few years! Sorry that this is 1 day late!

Another year has gone in a blink of an eye hasn't it? Hope you enjoyed the celebration :)

I'm still laughing at the MADAM JING YING and her Pumping surbodinates video. SO FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHAHAS! I know you enjoyed it too!

Behold Little Miss Jing Ying is no longer a Little Miss anymore. Now you can watch M18 shows! Hahas but remember to bring your IC along! (Don't say I never warn you!)

I know you probably want to smack me now. But anyways, I really really want to wish you a very happy birthday. I am sure there are greater things ahead of you! God bless!

Your Bro,

Justine

2009-09-22T01:07:00.003+08:00

TWINKLE'S 17th

Well I know I am about 1 hour late now. But I figured I still needed to do this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINKLE TAY!

Wow another year jus passed like in a blink of an eye. You are 17 already. Just want to say thanks for serving hard in the CG. Though there were many ups and downs, you managed to pull through and never give up. And turned out, you have grown even stronger than before.

Thanks for your friendship too. I really appreciate all your help in W504. You are truly a pillar to this cell group. Looking back, it has been an amazing journey hasn't it? But I really believe that even greater things have yet to come for you! Keep the fire burning =)

With God's Love,

Justine

Proverbs 27:17-18 (NKJV)

17 As iron sharpens iron, So a man sharpens the countenance of his friend. 18 Whoever keeps the fig tree will eat its fruit; So he who waits on his master will be honored.

2009-09-16T18:46:00.003+08:00

Childhood Dream

As a young boy, I always wanted a BMX. But somehow, never did get it. On the otherhand, my mom chose to buy me a mountain bike. I never understood why she did that.

I never really understood why she did that. I mean I WANTED A STUNT BIKE! I thought it was cooler, after watching all the extreme sports competiton, when the daredevil stunt bikers would fly in mid air, do some grinds on the rails. Wow, it seemed so cool. I later understood why my mom never did buy me one of the BMX.

Firstly, I was a kid, not a stunt bike hero. My mom understood that riding on those BMX was dangerous. She was smart, she knew if i did get the BMX I would hurt myself while trying to do some ridiculous stunts. Even without a bike, God knows how many time I have sprained my neck, fractured my arm. That's the first reason.

Secondly, comparing a BMX and a mountain bike. A BMX is only used for stunts. There is no way you can ride on a BMX for long distances. Unlike mountain bikes, which has gears to make your ride more easier, and better for the long run.

My mom knew what was best for me at that time. But I didn't. I thought I knew what I needed, what I wanted, I thought it was best for me.

I only understood this when I bought my BMX recently just to make myself happy. To fulfil that childhood dream and desire. Now it's clear. When I was a child I spoke like a child, I understood like a child. Threw tantrum like a child. But when I grow up, I understood with maturity.

In life, when we don't get what we want, we get angry with God, angry with life. Disattisfied. But because the Father knows what is best for His child He won't give the child what the child wants. Instead He gives the child what he really needs, what is best for him, what he can handle.

2009-09-14T16:01:00.001+08:00

Obama the Man

As you can say, I just changed my blogskin to a background inspired by Barack Obama's website! I am a fan of this man. Full of respect for his courage and passion.

Change WE CAN! Believe he's going to make a difference. Full of confidence and wisdom. Gifted in speech.

Probably the most passionate speech I've ever heard was by Martin Luther King Jr.- "I have a Dream." On racial equality. One of my favourite quote he said during that speech- "I have a dream! That one day my four little children will grow up not judged by the colour of their skin, but by the content of their character!"

Who would have thought that just a few decades later would stand at the same spot, Barack Obama, the first ever black African American president.

Dare to Dream.

2009-09-08T01:03:00.003+08:00

Too Young, to not TRY!

"Don't let the fear of striking out, stop you from playing the game." Isn't it true that, sometimes during a game, we are afraid to try something different/new in fear that people may judge us.

I remember when I first had the idea of Soule (a.k.a Selfless shoe), there was this feeling of resistance to sharing my idea with others. "What if it won't work?" "They'll say IM TOO YOUNG!"

And sure enough when I did managed to pluck up enough curage to share this idea with my peers, you should have seen the reaction on their faces! "WHAT?? BUY ONE GIVE ONE? YOU MUST BE KIDDING!" "IN YOUR DREAMS!"

I know what you're thinking, with friends like that, who needs enemies? Hahas

But you know what, trials and tribulations come and go. It is up to us, how we react to them, I chose to persist on. Even though I don't know what would happen, though I am young, I have no experience. I know! But I chose to believe.

Don't ever let anyone tell you, you can't make it. Or you're too young. Haven't you heard? The Glory of the Youth is in their STRENGTH!

Check us out on this article!: http://www.seforum.sg/2009/05/29/selfless-shoes/

Though it makes Him sad to see the way we live,
He'll always say, "I forgive".

2009-09-06T16:26:00.004+08:00

Vintage Jacket

Chanced upon this vintage jacket on ebay. It's OLD but it really caught my eye. This was the same jacket worn by the Liverpool players when they won the FA cup in 1986! Definitely won't mind having one of these.

2009-09-04T13:51:00.005+08:00

Old things, New things

I haven't been blogging for awhile. I just read my archives and realized that my posts are sometimes really too serious! Hahas

Hence today, I decided to blog about something that I find interesting and captivates me.

One of my secret hobby since I was a young boy was collecting vintage stuff/toys. I am in love with vintage stuff. It fascinates me. If you come to my house you will realise I have a cabinet full of my vintage Batman figures, and Batmobiles. Some of which are as old as me! OR EVEN OLDER. One of my batmobile is made in 1984! (see pic below)

(Above: this was made in 1984)

(Above: made in 1989)

I remembered when I was a kid, my mom seldom brought me and my brothers to Toys'Rus. On the other hand, she would bring us to Boat Quay every saturday/sunday morning. Back in those days, Boat quay was filled with little booths selling 2nd hand goods/toys/clothes/everything. Going there was always the highlight of my week.

I guess my mom was clever, she knew first of all, the 2nd hand toys were much cheaper! WAY CHEAPER! And she taught us about re-cycling too. I remembered being given 20 dollars. To look for my own toys, and bargain my own deal. It was so exciting, and I always left that place filled with joy after getting my vintage toys.

Even though I knew it used to belong to someone else, and it is 2nd hand. I did not really mind. I mean when we are children, TOYS ARE TOYS! Isn't it true?

It's a pity, they stopped having those thrift shops and booths there. It was really an experience that I will never forget. I remembered back in those days, I could get a box of second hand toys for just a few dollars! Who would've thought that those toys people were trying to get rid of could grow in value over these years. I went to Ebay to check, all my batman toy collection, added together could worth around $1000!

I learnt an important lesson through all these. Value the things that seems insignificant in your life, and be faithful with the little, and when the time comes it's value may increase, more shall be added. Don't belittle your small beginnings. For in due season, you'll reap a bountiful harvest, if you don't lose heart, if you don't stop doing what is right, if you don't stop enjoying what you're doing.

The sellers that sold me these toys, probably didn't see any value in them. They thought they were making a good profit selling them for a few dollars. But as a child, I saw more value in those toys, my heart pumped with excitement week after week, just to collect them. Who would have thought that 10 years later these toys would worth 10000 percent more than it's original price?

Thankfully I never got rid of them, even when the newer toys came out. I cherish what I had. See, sometimes it's really not about having what you want, it's about wanting what you have.

Don't look elsewhere, look around your common place. Look at your hands. What do you see? Old things or New things?

Revelation 21:5-6 (NKJV)

5 Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.” 6 And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts.

2009-07-10T09:13:00.003+08:00

When all else fails

Love suffers long and is kind;

love does not envy;

love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;

does not behave rudely, does not seek its own,

is not provoked, thinks no evil;

does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;

bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails.

And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

-1 Corinthians 13

2009-07-07T18:50:00.003+08:00

Externalities: Driving a Lamborghini

Here is one of my school Economics assignment- a blog post on negative externalities.

All of us have dream cars in our lives. Be it a Lamborghini, Ferrari, Porsche, etc. the thought of driving and owning one of these luxurious sports car is a fantasy that we could only dream about. For the boys at least, who doesn't want to be able to ride on a machine that has horse power that allows you to travel at speeds up to 356km/h ?Postitve externalities of driving a Lamborghini:The luxury and prestige of owning a Lamborghini is what makes people willing to pay millions of dollars to buy them. Men especially, attributes their reputation to the car they own. Some women has like a list of expectations before they agree to marry a man, for example the 5 Cs (in which one of the expectation is a Car). Having a car makes one look good and financially stable. Another positive externalities is you save time travelling, instead of waiting for bus and squeezing in a crowded train, you get to travel in speed, and comfort.

Negative externalities of driving a Lamborghini:On the other hand, driving a Lamborghini has its fair share of negative externalities too. This includes the emission of green house gases (e.g. carbon monoxide), this contributes greatly to harming our already badly damaged ozone layer. Global warming is increasingly being a problem in our generation today. And the main contributors of this problem is the vehicle owners. Cars are not very eco-friendly from the start of production, till it's sold, and even after it is sold. Not mentioning that most cars needs fossil fuels to run (petroleum). Looking and considering all the harmful effects you'd caused to the environment by purchasing a car, one must really think twice before doing so.
Done by:Justine (T02)

2009-07-03T00:34:00.005+08:00

RIP Michael Jackson (1958-2009)

No one can "beat it". The reason why we are watching MTV, the King of Pop, has left his mark in the history books. Was looking forward to his comeback. Anyway, the man has died, but the music certainly lives on. Rest in peace Michael! You're truly an EPIC!

2009-07-02T23:39:00.004+08:00

Guardian Angel

2009-05-12T17:19:00.009+08:00

About 2 weeks ago I had a very interesting guest lecturer that flew in all the way from Germany to give us a lecture. Dr Andreas is a renowned social entrepreneur in the market. His innovation of his social enterprise cum museum- Dialogue in the Dark is probably one of the most creative ideas to raise awareness and at the same time, providing jobs for the visually impaired.

What is the idea?

Imagine going into a museum. There are different rooms, all having different settings. For exanple, one room is a setting of a rainforest, you can hear the waterfall, you can smell the flowers, you can even feel the leaves and the bushes, you can taste the fruits. But the catch is this, everything is pitch black. Completely dark. You can hear, smell, taste, and even touch but the whole exhibition is in the dark. You are being led by a guide throughout the whole hour of exhibition. At the end of it, when you walk out of the darkness and into the light, you realise the guide who led you throughout the whole process is actually a blind person.

Wow. People always have a stereotype that the blind are handicapped in our society. However, in the dark, we are the handicapped ones and they are the leaders. They maneuver best in darkness, they are in their element. How creative is that? Not only did it provided 6,000 jobs for the blind community. It also teaches people like us that being blind doesn't mean you are incapable. In fact you can even SEE life from a different point of view.

I learnt someting very imprtant today. You may be visually-abled, but have no vision. Are you just dragging your feet to school, work, home, and just living a routine lifestyle with no sense of achievement? Then you stop what you are doing and reflect on this. Are you happy with your life? What is it that you wanted to do but did not? Can you still do it? Why not?

I started thinking about it myself too. I don't want to look back at my life 10-20 years down the road, and regret not living my life to it's fullest. Not accomplishing what I set out to do. Not running with vision and purpose.

See people, you may have your sight, but running life without a vision, is like running a marathon without a direction. You can still run! Full speed! In record-breaking time! BUT, wait a minute, you're way off track! Eventually you realise you are further away from the finish line then you had started. Don't live this life without a vision, a dream, and a purpose. Life would be meaningless.

Start dreaming again. Start believing. Star visualizing. If you can see it, you can have it.

I love this quote:

"The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision."

-Helen Keller

(American Author, Political Activist, Lecturer. Born deaf and blind)

2 Corinthians 4:18, 5:7 (NKJV)

18 while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

7 For we walk by faith, not by sight.

2009-04-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry people. I won't be updating anytime soon. This month is gonna be very busy! Will be back by the end of the month! If not, the beginning of May =)

2009-03-09T23:51:00.005+08:00

Soaring to Life's Greatest Heights

All of us, every single one, has an inner desire to soar in life. Be it in our schools, workplace, etc. But what does it mean to soar? What does it take to soar? Today, I'll just share the first of the 4 steps.

SOAR
Step 1: See what you have

The problem with many people today is that they always look at what they don't have! "Ah.. I don't have the money.. Ugh! I don't have the looks!" The list can go on and on. The problem is they should not focus on what they don't have. People that do, never really reach their maximum potential. See what you have, not what you don't have. Don't turn to your neighbors in envy. No! Look at your hands, what do you have?

Never try to be someone you're not. We are all different. Unique in our own ways. Your friend's gift may be different from yours. And if you keep looking at what you don't have, you will end up in disappointment and self-pity. But on the other hand, if you look at what you have, it's a whole different story!

See what you have! Something that you are good in. Art. Sports. Music. Business. IT. Design. Culinary. Writing. Blogging. Talking. Anything! What do you have? Identify it. Only then can you start the process of soaring.

It's like before a man can fly a kite. He needs to identify what he has. He needs to source for resources. The sticks, the paper, the string, glue, tape, scissors, etc. If he doesn't and if he keeps looking and admiring his neighbor's kite, guess what? He won't ever fly his own kite!

Look at what you have not what you don't have. Sometimes, it's not about having what you want, but wanting what you have. Only then can you truly soar.

-i put my trust in you

2009-02-28T23:49:00.004+08:00

Love or Hate?

Many will say, "hate" is a very strong word. Indeed it is. And we sure hear this word often. Out of anger or a moment of outburst we often hear one raising his voice, "I HATE YOU!" Maybe even you yourself have been guilty of using those 3 words on a friend, foe or even a family member. I search the dictionary and found the definiton of this word-

Hate:

To have a great aversion to, with a strong desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed; to dislike intensely; to detest; as, to hate one's enemies

Wow, it's a very strong word indeed. To dislike INTENSELY! And "a strong deire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed."

No wonder John said, "The way we know we've been transferred from death to life is that we love our brothers and sisters. Anyone who doesn't love is as good as dead. Anyone who hates a brother or sister is a murderer, and you know very well that eternal life and murder don't go together." (1 John 3:14-15) The Message Bible.

It is evil to say to someone you hate a person. Because like the verse says, he who hates is a murderer! Wait wait. A MURDERER? Are you kidding? I didn't kill that person. Well, you may not have, physically took that man's life, but in your heart, that person is already dead, he don't deserve what he can get, he don't deserve mercy, he don't deserve forgiveness. But when one goes too far, his thoughts may even be led to evil, saddistic thoughts- e.g. that person don't deserve to live (in other words, he deserves to die).

Well, as much as you may dislike a person, if your hatred reaches that point, and you are having evil thoughts of things that are bad and unfortunate to strike that person. Then that is way beyond your boundaries. Even though one may say, "B-but it's only a thought! I didn't actually do it!" Well you thought about it, and there's a saying, "as a man thinks in his heart, so is he."

Hating a person won't solve the problem. It'll add more problems, more salt to the already damaged wound, it'll add more weight and burden. Hate and resentment only make one feels worst at the end of the day, it harms both parties. We can see that all around the world now, look at the rate of the hate-crimes, it's going up, the war doesn't seem to stop. Hate amongst nations, amongst races, causes all these casualties. Yet, since we were young we were taught to make "Peace" not War. Well, as long as hate exists there is no end to the vicious cycle of deaths and suffering.

The total opposite of hate is love. When you say you love someone, it is a choice you make. The person may not deserve it, but still you choose to do it. That is love. Real love, is "agape" which means, unconditional. It doesn't have a condition, a checklist, no. Unconditonal.

A poem I came up with:

"This is the test.

Do you still love when you are hated?

Do you still give when you are poor?

Do you still habe faith in times of fear?

Do you still run when you're tired?

Do you still fight for what is right?

For this determines your character."

So here's the question, do you choose to love or to hate?

Luke 6:27-36 (NKJV)

Love Your Enemies

27 “But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, 28 bless those who curse you, and pray for those who spitefully use you. 29 To him who strikes you on the one cheek, offer the other also. And from him who takes away your cloak, do not withhold your tunic either. 30 Give to everyone who asks of you. And from him who takes away your goods do not ask them back. 31 And just as you want men to do to you, you also do to them likewise. 32 “But if you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. 33 And if you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. 34 And if you lend to those from whom you hope to receive back, what credit is that to you? For even sinners lend to sinners to receive as much back. 35 But love your enemies, do good, and lend, hoping for nothing in return; and your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High. For He is kind to the unthankful and evil. 36 Therefore be merciful, just as your Father also is merciful.

-i forgive

2009-01-24T08:52:00.003+08:00

Peace be still

In times of chaos, where do you find peace? Everything is turning against you. Nothing seems to be right. Your house, your family, your friends, in school, you never feel peace in your heart. You are always, worrying, troubled, distressed. Time is always against you, you are frustrated.

Many people say, I just want peace! But the truth is, they never seem to get the definition of peace right. Having peace does not mean, you get rid of all your problems and situations. That will never be possible. The truth is you will always have challenges in your life! Things that don't go your way. There will never be a "perfect" condition. But amidst of that, will you choose peace? Peace is a choice.

Peace is a state of mind, it is one that choose calmness, and not anxiousness. It choose love instead of hatred. It choose faith instead of fear. It choose joy instead of sadness. It choose forgiveness instead of grudge. That is peace. You make a choice.

The power of peace is that, though it doesn't change your circumstances, it changes the way you look at them. The way you react to them. See, storms will come and go. Even the greatest storm. But peace is different, you choose peace, you can't "make" peace.

And the beautiful thing is. when you do so, you will begin to see things differently. The negative mind begins to fade away. You put on a new mind, one that is optimistic of what the future holds.

Will you choose peace?

Philippians 4:6-7 (NKJV)

6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

2009-01-19T10:46:00.003+08:00

Love that Overcomes

1 John 4:18-19 (NKJV)

18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 19 We love Him because He first loved us.

2009-01-05T11:56:00.004+08:00

Wow it has passed so fast, 18 years of life. I was just thinking for awhile when i woke up this morning, time past so fast. It will not be long when i wake up another time, and realise another 18 years have passed!

Just want to say thanks to all those that send me messages, and wished me. I really appreciate it =) thank you all so much. I also want to thank John, Ryan, Aaron, Michelle, Jon Lee, and Kenny for the awesome surprise celebration yesterday. Thanks Aaron and Ryan! The food was awesome! From the start till end. You guys are really the iron chefs! Can't wait till the next dinner. You guys should open a restaurant.

Thanks Brian, Rachel and Jying too. It was really a pleasant surprise, that you guys came all the way to my house to surprise me, and also "vandalise" the lift and wall for me.

(Me and Jon)

(After the sumptous meal)

(Power Ranger, I was forced to do this)

(Michelle and I)

(Me and Master Chef)

(Master Chef)

(Food never tasted better)

(cake with vanilla ice cream)

(Iron Chefs)

2009-01-01T22:59:00.004+08:00

How you Enter

Wow isn't it fast? 2008 has just passed in a blink of an eye. Many things has happened, the good, the bad. But at the end of the day, I thank God for all of them. Because every victory or even failure form a part of me.

Moving on, don't look back at 2008 no matter what has happened. Don't dwell on your past victories, and forget that new challeges are set ahead. At the same time, don't dwell on your past defeats, things that disappoint you, or let you down. Look forward, look ahead, look at what the future holds.

How you enter the year will ultimately set the pace for the rest of it. Its like getting the ball rolling. Don't kick it too fast, or too slow. Pace, set goals, realistic ones. Yes, some may say setting new year resolution is a bad thing. But hey, a man without vision is dead. I rather set a goal, even if I don't reach it, but I try, and improve. Then to live a life without a visions or a goal, and remain comfortable at where I am, and stay stagnant for the rest of my life.

Of course setting realistic goals are important. As setting an unrealistic one may dampened ones spirit. "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life." (Proverbs 13:12)

Start dreaming, visualising. If you can see it, you can have it.

So start the year on the right foot now, look ahead, 2008 is over. Whatever has happened has happened. It's not too late to start now. Besides you have 364 days left =)

Hebrews 12:1-2 (NKJV)

1 Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

2008-12-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

A part not Apart

To my 2 awesome friends, Jeslyn (top) and Li Mei (bottom). Yes, you guys are going to go to another cell group. We are having mixed feelings. Sad that we are not going to see the two of you as often. But happy, because we know the 2 of you will grow even more and do even greater things in your new cell group =)

Jeslyn:

Hahas, everytime people call your name, it sounds like mine! And you do get confused at times too. But anyway, just wanna say thanks for your friendship, I've really got to know you so much better during the past year. You have brought much joy and laughter to all of us. Thanks for your never ending photograph-taking sessions. The pictures on your blog, floods us with not just memories, but joy. As you would take the effort to parade your friends. It maakes us feel proud being your friend. Thanks also for your positive attitude, it is something really powerful. Your persistency even during the tough times inspires. We wish you well in your new journey to discovering God and your purpose in your new environment =)

Li Mei:

Wow it's been nearly 3 years that we've been in the same cell group. Multiplications after multiplications! But wow, it's really been an adventure hasn't it? Watching you grow from then till now has really been amazing. Yea though there were tough times, but never once did I ever see you giving up, instead you'd always pick yourself up again, time after time. And move on, and turn out even stronger than before. Your determination never cease to impact the people around you. And I know you that is your strength, your never-say-die attitude. Thanks for the little things. It is those little things that you do that really touch our hearts. I still keep those little drawings and notes and cards that you gave througohut the time since N329. Those little things that you do never fails to put a smile on our faces, it is those things that encourages people. So keep the fire burning wherever you are going. Greater things have yet to come! =)

1 Cor 2:9

9 But as it is written:

“ Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,

Nor have entered into the heart of man

The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”

2008-12-03T21:16:00.009+08:00

The Tortoise and the Hare

We have all heard or read this story before, since we were young. I can still vividly remember my kindergarden teacher, reading and teaching about this story during one of the story telling sessions. But recently I was reminded of this story, and I began to realise how true and applicable this tale can be even in the context and society we live in today.

This life that we live, is a race. The day you were born, it already started. There is a beginning, and of course there is an end. But let's set things straight, there are many type of participants in this race. All of us run this race with different strategies. I'll use animals as an analogy. In the case of this story, of the tortoise and the hare. This are two very different kind of animals.

Hare: Hares are very fast-moving. The European Brown Hare (Lepus europaeus) can run at speeds of up to 72 km/h (45 mph).

Tortoise: tortoises are frequently depicted in popular culture as easygoing, patient, and wise creatures, snapping turtles aside. Due to their long lifespan, slow movement, sturdiness, and wrinkled appearance, they are an emblem of longevity and stability in many cultures around the world. Tortoise are one of the slowest land living creature. Even the huge Galapagos tortoise walks slowly, the average long-distance walking speed of 0.3 km/h (0.18 mph).

As the story goes- One day a hare saw a tortoise walking slowly along and began to laugh and mock him. The hare challenged the tortoise to a race and the tortoise accepted. They agreed on a route and started off the race. The hare shot ahead and ran briskly for some time. Then seeing that he was far ahead of the tortoise, he thought he'd sit under a tree for some time and relax before continuing the race.

He sat under the tree and soon fell asleep. The tortoise, plodding on, overtook him and finished the race. The hare woke up and realized that he had lost the race.

So there it was, the fastest gerbil losing to on of the slowest animal in the world! What was the mistake that the Hare made? I mean, he could have easily won. But the reason why the hare lost was due to complacency. He was overconfdent! Many times, we make that same mistake. We remain in our comfort zone. Everything is going well, laziness sips in. And that is the worst mistake anyone can ever make.

But see, even though the tortoise was not the best choice, not the most talented. He had one key that made him a winner, he was determined. He may not have started well, I mean he was way behind! Was he discouraged? SURE! But never once did he thought about giving up. Instead he chose to be persistent. And as the famous saying goes "slow and steady wins the race".

Many people feel that they are not good enough, like that tortoise, they feel weak and inferior. "ar! I'll never make it to the end". Negative thoughts starts to flood their mind. However, the battle was only lost when they chose to give up. No one can make us stop running this race, they may hinder us, distract us but never stop us. We make the choice to pause or to keep on keeping on.

Don't we all love stories of people finishing the race even when they are injured, handicapped (e.g. Terry Fox)? Why is that so? He did not emerge 1st position in the race. But it was the determination that inspired us. The never-say-die attitude, even though he was in pain, handicapped. See, it is not how we start that matters, it is how we end.

Matthew 20:16 (NKJV)

16 So the last will be first, and the first last. For many are called, but few chosen.”

-i'm willing

2008-11-27T13:06:00.017+08:00

Give Blood Give Life

Last saturday, I donated my blood for the first time. And now, i am officially a blood donor =)

Many people think that giving blood is a very hard and painful process. As quoted by my good friend "You might die because of giving too much blood!" (Koh Thye Leng, 2008)

But honestly, it really isn't that bad. I admit at the beginning it was a little uncomfortable, but it's only for a shortwhile. But really what is a little pain? When you know you are saving 3 lives? And there are benefits too. In an unfortuanate event, if a blood donor meets with an accident, or is in need of blood, he/she is given the priority if there is a shortage of blood in the hospital.

And it is actually healthy to give your blood too, research has shown that the process of regenerating your blood is actually good for your body. Don't worry you won't die giving your blood!

Someone once said, "Life is in the blood". Everytime you give your blood to someone who needs it, you are actually giving that person another hope and chance to live again.

Luke 22:19-20 (NKJV)

19 And He took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them, saying, “This is My body which is given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.” 20 Likewise He also took the cup after supper, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in My blood, which is shed for you.

-Yesterday we took the risk. Today its a dream. Tomorrow its reality =)

2008-11-25T21:18:00.005+08:00

What do you have in your hands?

This is the continuation of the previou post, so I strongly advise you to read that first before reading this =)

We all know that David faced his Giant, Goliath. And at one point or another we too, will come face to face with our's. However, it is crucial for you to understand that, you must first be equipped before going into this battle.

It is true, we must all face our problems, difficulties and challenges one day. And have enough faith to overcome it. However, no one should ever go to a battle unprepared, empty-handed. It is self-deception, if anyone thinks coming against Goliath is going to be easy. Over confidence is the sure-est way to sabotage oneself. That's why it's important to always keep yourself in check. Am i ready? What's the plan? Do i have what i need?

I'm sure David understood that. He wasn't slack with his prep work. And neither did he allow his emotions to over-rule his actions and behaviour. He had full knowledge of who he was dealing with and what he was up against.

But most importanty he did not look at what he did not have (e.g. size), but instead he identified what he had. See, that was the secret, many times people procrastinate becaus they think they dont have what it takes to solve the problem. Instead of looking at what they had! David had his 5 stones and a sling. He did not despise what he had in his hands. Moses had a rod, that he used to tend the sheeps, but when he used it, it parted the red sea. 5 loaves and 2 fish was a boy's lunch, it fed a multitude of 5000.

What do you have in your hands? Sometimes, its not about having what you want, but its wanting what you have.

2 Cor 4:7-10

7 But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. 8 We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed— 10 always carrying about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our body.

-you're always there =)

2008-11-09T23:19:00.008+08:00

Facing Goliath

When there's a BIG problem in our lives, the typical response people turn to these days is to run away or to avoid it. I'm sure we will all agree on that. I mean who would want to go on a battle when chances are, they are up against something HUGE, GIGANTIC, POWERFUL, and better still, when they seem to be small, tiny, and weak?

The "wise" person will say, "Just ignore it. You can't beat it! You are too weak!"

And yes, the common way many woul deal with this is to play hide and seek. Avoiding and hiding from it all their lives, not realising that the only way to get that problem, situation or setback out of their lives is to FACE it.

At least, I know one man did. His name was David. At the tender age of 16, David was a short, tiny, scrawny young boy. So "insignificant" that even his father refused to acknoledge him as his own son. To make matters worse, all his other brothers were tall and muscular and were in the military, serving their country. David? Oh he was just a shepherd boy. Tending the sheeps, doing chores in the house, in simpler terms all the odd jobs that was less "popular".

At that time, their nation was at war. And there was ongoing rage and battle everyday. The opposing enemy (a.k.a. Philistines) came not only in BIG numbers, but they had a BIG, HUMONGOUS, GIANT general known as Goliath. He was so huge, that even David's brothers, who were supposed brave young men were shaken, and intimidated by him. All that faced Goliath had 2 outcome, either they run, or they die a horrible tradgedic death. Many chose the 1st.

When David heard of this, he was upset. He understood that this giant was inflicting too much damage, and terrorising not only his life, but his family's, and nation's. So he did something that no one dared to do. He wanted to face that Giant, Golith.

How was the response? Yup you guessed it. Everyone thought he was insane! Lunatic! A boy against a GIANT?! It's a stupid thing to do! Some mocked at him, many laughed at him, I would even picture people throwing stones at him.

Did that stop him?! No. Instead he picked up those stones. And went towards the battleground. As he approached the zone of warfare, without an armour, sword, or weapon. He saw his countrymen fleeing, screaming, "RUN! THE GIANT IS HERE!"

Did that stop him? No. At this point, just with his 5 stones he RAN towards Goliath. And there, stood the massive Giant. David stood firm on the ground. Goliath was hysterical, "YOU think you can defeat me, you tiny little thing?!" ALL the enemy burst out in laughter at the fact that a small boy was trying to beat their undefeatable Champion. David was alone. One boy.

Did that stop him? Nope. He knew he had nothing to fear, and so there and then he took out one of his stones. And threw it, right towards the forehead of Goliath. He threw it with such precison and power that it sunk in so deep into the skull, that at an instant Goliath fell to the earth and died. "BOOM!"

David made history.

Many of us heard this story since our childhood days. But see this is not peterpan. It isn't ust a fairytale. Historians will tell you that. David, who later became king was a real man just like any of us, who lived in the face of this earth.

They will also tell you he was significantly known to be a short man. Amazing isn't it? But David taught us an importantly lesson. There is only one way to solve our problems. It isn't to run away from it, but instead run towards it! Face it! And overcome it!

2 Cor 12:9 (NKJV)

9 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

-above all

2008-10-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

What would I've Become?

It's been awhile since I last update. Been super busy recently, so many things happening at the same time. But it's awesome. Never felt so stretched in my life before.

Anyway I was just thinking the other day and this question popped into my head, "what would i've become?"

If I did not make that decision. That Christmas eve. What if I chose not to accept, not to believe and walk away. And my thoughts left me amazed at where I was, and all the things that have happened that led me to where I am today.

Where would I be? Honestly, I can't imagine, and I'll never know. No One can ever answer that question. But looking back, it has really been an adventure. Some people may ask, was it worth it? Have I ever regretted? The answer is- No.

Yes, they were times when it was tough, tiring, stressful, draining (you name it). But no, I've never regretted making that decision. It was all worth it. Serving, Giving, Loving, as difficult as it may be at times. But God has been faithful, every step of the way.

1 Pet 5:6-7 (NKJV)
6 Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, 7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.

-you're awesome =)

2008-10-13T00:24:00.006+08:00

LE EN RIGHT?

Le En!

Sorry that this is late. But I promised to do a post so here it goes.

Happy (belated) birthday to you! Amazing. You are still 14 years old only! And you are already doing so much for the glory of God. Indeed, we are not to despise our youth ya. I am really inspired by you.

Thank you so much for your love for both God and people. And also for taking a step of faith to serve as a usher. Indeed, a daughter and faithful servant of God you are. Reaching out, bearing fruits (Corrina/Felicia). And standing firm in God's word throughout all the trials and tribulation.

God will indeed reward you for your faith and obedience.

You have really grown a lot, Le En. And I am so proud to see you at where you are now. Thank you too, for all the fun and laughter. You really carry the atmophere of joy with you too. And I believe that is what keeps you strong. The joy of the Lord is your strength.

Nehemiah 8:10 (NKJV)

10 Then he said to them, “Go your way, eat the fat, drink the sweet, and send portions to those for whom nothing is prepared; for this day is holy to our Lord. Do not sorrow, for the joy of the LORD is your strength

-revival

2008-10-06T00:37:00.010+08:00

Walking on Water

Don't we question ourselves sometimes? In the stormy days, we tend to fear and doubt. Thoughts like, "It's impossible! I'll never make it!" starts flooding our mind. And we are back to square one again. All your efforts seemed to have gone down the drain yet another time.

Life seems unfair, you feel like you are stuck, you are drowning, you want to give up. You eventually stop fighting for what you believe in, and what you wanted to achieve. See, it is definitely not easy to go through the challenges in life. It is never going to be easy, you will have many setbacks and disappointments, but one principle I really believe in, "if it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger." It is so true.

If you take your failures/mistakes and look at it from that perspective. You will learn from it rather than get discouraged by it. Your stumbling block becomes a stepping stone. Your disappointment turns out to be a new appointment.

One of my favourite sayings, "the wind of a slammed door opens another"

So why give up now? You are almost there. The results may not be visible yet, but keep on going with persistency and endurance. You will reap the fruits of your labour. Storms may come, but if you take each step by faith. Before you know it, you'll realise you've already reached your destination.

Matthew 14:29-33 (NKJV)
29 So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. 30 But when he saw that the wind was boisterous,[b] he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!” 31 And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” 32 And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. 33 Then those who were in the boat came and[c] worshiped Him, saying, “Truly You are the Son of God.”

-you take my breath away.

2008-10-05T00:12:00.006+08:00

A penny for your thoughts

Life is full of uncertainties these days. Let's face it, we live in a broken down world. A world filled with anger, resentment, rebellion, revenge, pain, suffering (the list goes on and on). And why is that? Well, I believe it all boils down to one reason, self-centeredness. It's as if this life is like a rat race, you are on your OWN. You're ALONE, this is a "competition".

Well, people with that mindset usually finds it hard to trust other people. That layer of pride is too thick to tear down. And what happens is they go all out to make it in life, whatever it takes to reach the top! And hence causing all those unwanted conflicts and incidence to happen.

The thing is, before every fight did the other party really process what is going on. A penny for the other person's thoughts? Could there be a better solution or can he/she compromise? See, that is why it's only after the war that the leaders regret. As they did not consider that.

Sometimes in life, it is the same, before bursting out in anger, this can be applied. The famous saying, "put yourself in someone else's shoes". And most of the time, when you really put that into your thinking pattern, you realise it is easier to solve the problem or issue. As you can better understand how the other person is feeling, and empathise with him/her.

That is what love does. Thinking for another before self.

1 Cor 13:4-7 (NKJV)

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

-love never fails.

2008-09-27T23:33:00.010+08:00

JYing

This post is dedicated to Jing Ying (the girl above)

Jing Ying!

Really happy happy birthday to you! Gosh, it's been amazing the past year hasn't it? From mugging in riverwallk/burger king for O'levels, to tanglin prayer focus, to ngee ann prayer focus, it has really been an experience seeing you grow. At such a rapid rate.

Just want to say I am really proud of you. Although at times I don't know how to say or express it. But I really am, looking at where you are now, and all the wonderful things that you are doing for the glory of God.

Thanks for all the help that you have given in making selfless shoe a reality. Your hard work and determination never fails to inspire and motivate me to do even more. God has really transfomed you radically. From the past and now, gosh it's really to the extent that I can't even recognise you anymore. The hello panda's days are truly over.

-back again

2008-09-23T01:08:00.009+08:00

How Great?

So I was just reading up on wikipedia today. Found some really interesting and intriguing facts that kept me thinking.

I searched up for universe. And this was what I found:

"The Universe is defined as everything that physically exist: the entirety of space and time, all forms of matter, energy and momentum, and the physical laws and constants that govern them. However, the term "universe" may be used in slightly different contextual senses, denoting such concepts as the cosmos, the world or Nature.

Astronomical observations indicate that the universe is 13.73 ± 0.12 billion years old and at least 93 billion light years across."

Amazing isn' it? It takes 93 billion light years to travel from one end of the universe to the other! Some additional facts, the speed of light in a vacuum is exactly 299,792,458 metres per second, (or 299, 792. 458 Kilometes per second). And at that speed, the speed of light, it takes 93 BILLION YEARS to get to the other end!

It left me thinking, how could we ever travel to the end of the universe. It is literally impossible for humans to ever do that! And at that very moment, I was reminded. That is how great the creator of the universe is. How can we ever measure His greatess. No human mind can ever perceive. His glory, His Majesty, His power.

And I thought to myself, what is so great? And what is too difficult that He cannot resolve? He is the Almighty! The Creator. The Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last! Time is in His hands.

Then I smiled, and remembered, He is my best friend =)

Exodus 18:11 (NKJV)

11 Now I know that the LORD is greater than all the gods; for in the very thing in which they behaved proudly, He was above them.”

-i'm yours for life

2008-09-21T00:09:00.010+08:00

Twinkle's Day

This post is dedicated to Twinkle (the girl on the right).

Happy birthday Twinkle! Wow, you are 16 years old already. Time really flies doesn't it? Gosh, I still remember those day when you were still that lower secondary school girl.

But like that song we sang just now, you really have grown in the Lord. And change a lot too! Oh my gosh, the cold warrior days! I remember those days when you will sit at one corner and "emo". But God is good isn't He? Hahas. He really took care of you.

Even though I still make fun of you at times (well almost all the time), I just want to say this, you have really changed a lot. You are so different now! More happy, more mature, more optimistic, more on fire for God.

Like I said earlier on, one thing I really am amazed by you, is your faithfulness to God even in the toughest times. I know its not easy. This year is another important year, O' levels! But you are not wavering. Instead, you are consistent in the House of God. And I believe that is really a quality that can be found in very few people. Matthew 20:16 "So the last will be first, and the first last. For many are called, but few chosen.” And even fewer are found to be faithful.

Keep it up, I can't wait to see how God is going to use you in time to come! =)

Psalms 37:11

11 But the meek shall inherit the earth, And shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.

2008-09-19T14:42:00.011+08:00

South China

Hey guys, sorry that i didn't post for such a long time. Was away in South China for 2 weeks. Just got back yesterday.

Well the trip was really amazing. Though I can't go to details about what exactly happened there, all i can say is this trip really made me learn a lot of things. My physical body is back in Singapore, but really, my heart is still with China. It's just the cry and hunger for love that keeps me up at night. Who would have thought even such a mighty nation like China, would have such needs.

Some people have told me, "China is already doing so well now! Why not go somewhere else?"

Well, from what i saw when I was there just 2 days ago, "doing well" did not really match or fit into that sentence. The needs are great. Even though there was 26 of us there, we could not meet every need.

Then i begin to ask myself this question again, "what can one man do?"

Mark 10:27 (NKJV)

27 But Jesus looked at them and said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.”

2008-08-23T00:44:00.009+08:00

Heaven on Earth

(Bolivia)

The exams are finally over! phew! Gosh am i glad to survive through it. Anyway, I think it'll be weird not going to school for 1 and a half month. It is too good to be true! But hey, I will try to enjoy it now, while I still can.

-> From this point on NC16

So I have been thinking quite a bit recently. With all this talks about finding the right partner circulating everywhere today. This is not only the season of prayer, but love as well. Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about! I see sparks flying everywhere these days.

At one point or another in your life, you will definitely ask yourself this question, "who am I destined to be with?"

Well to be honest, no one can answer that question, the free will of loving belongs to every individual. There is no forcing love, or there won't be happiness (better translated in mandarin). Many people play the dating game, in order to scan through their prospects, compare and contrast, trial and error, to find their "perfect" partner.

But the truth is this, no one is perfect. Sometimes, the person can be right infront of you. But it took you years to realise. What blinded you was your expectations, your perfect conditions, The beauty of love is this, loving even through the imperfections of the other, giving even though it's tough.

How then is love love, if everything is about perfection and taking without giving. That is never going to happen.

This issue has been a major concern especially in Singapore, with low birth rates (as PM Lee states), aging population and to make matters worse a huge percentage of singles. Look, I am not saying you should stop here and get married immediately.

Marriage is a life-long commitment. I like what pastor said, "your life-long partner can either make your life heaven on earth, or a living hell." Hence, lower some expectations if you figure your expectations are too high (e.g. looks, brad pitt, jessica alba, etc.), but don't fall for anything. Or you will fall out of everything.

Carol told me this, "best couples always starts out by being best friends." I can't agree more on that. Reason being, nothing is hidden when all weaknesses is revealed from friendship (bad habits, past hurts, fears, etc). But take for example, if you are dating someone for the first time, you will definitely go all out to impress the person! To a certain extent you are just showing all the good points about you, and all your strengths. But, you don't show your true self, your weaknesses, your past defeats. Not an ideal way to start a relationship, I would say. But hey, all things are possible.

Hahas, can't believe I just did a whole post on this. Oh well, I know I'm 17 =) But I hope that helps!

Eph 5:31-33

31 “For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.” 32 This is a great mystery, but I speak concerning Christ and the church. 33 Nevertheless let each one of you in particular so love his own wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband.

-take me away.

2008-08-18T12:40:00.013+08:00

Win or Lose?

Last saturday was a very big day for me. The project selfless shoe, a small little idea that I just thought of last year actually came to the final stage. Who would have thought we'd come to this stage?

Presenting infront of the mayor, and the likes of renowned business people like Ms Elim Chew (Founder of 77th Street). Yes, even though we came in 2nd place. I know it is already considered a success to me. To think that we started with, nothing. Just a simple idea and concept. It just shows once again, that all you need is passion, persistence and determination to make your dream a reality.

When we first starte out, I still remembered people laughing at my idea, saying "are you crazy? it's not possible! Who would do a business like that?!" But that didn't stop me. And look where we are today. It is already happening. It is a victory, Sole Makers!

(Prize presented by Mayor)

(visiting our booth)

(Photo with Elim Chew)

(Some encouragement, and helpful tips)

(Triple J: John, Jing Ying, Justine)

(Presentation)

-Thanks for all the support: Yah Lan, Joshua, Ameia, Felicia, Ms Joyce

And those who gave words of encouragement: Carol, Cecilia, Twinkle, Joshua Lim

Most importantly, all glory goes to God!

Jeremiah 1:7-8

7 But the LORD said to me: “ Do not say, ‘I am a youth,’ For you shall go to all to whom I send you, And whatever I command you, you shall speak. 8 Do not be afraid of their faces, For I am with you to deliver you,” says the LORD.

2008-08-17T20:47:00.006+08:00

Why wait?

In the world context, we are taught- strike while the iron is hot! Why wait? You can have it now! But something I learnt along the way, the best things on earth always come to those who are patient. Just like wine, the longer you wait, the higher the value. Same thing, the question is not, why wait? Why not?

There is no hurry, no worry, no anxiety, when you know what is ahead of you. See, there is a price to pay for everything. Things may not be the way you want it to be right now. But be far-sighted, look beyond the surface. Greater reward awaits for those who wait.

Patience is indeed a virtue. God, I will wait.

1 Pet 2:19-21

19 For this is commendable, if because of conscience toward God one endures grief, suffering wrongfully. 20 For what credit is it if, when you are beaten for your faults, you take it patiently? But when you do good and suffer, if you take it patiently, this is commendable before God. 21 For to this you were called, because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow His steps:

(my heart will always be with you China)

-who would have thought we'd come this far?

2008-08-11T23:02:00.006+08:00

coincidence?

It isn't the first time this has happened. Sometimes I find it scary. I was praying in my heart for a sign. And it happened again. Right there and then I knew. It isn't a coincident, it is a God-incident. God works in mysterious ways. Sometimes in humorous ways. Yes, God has a sense of humour. He is the Creator, the Creative director of the universe. He directs the most biggest production ever in the world, since the start till now.

He used David (a boy) to slay Goliath (a GIANT). He gave Abraham a son (when he was a 100 years old). He used Moses (a man who stuttered) to lead an entire nation out of bondage, and through him parting the red sea. He used Paul (an initial antichrist) to be the greatest apostle of his time. God has a sense of humour. He uses the fools to shame the wise.

You may say what is it that has happened today? Well I'm saving it for another day =) Hahas.

1 Corinthians 6:27-31
27 But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; 28 and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are, 29 that no flesh should glory in His presence. 30 But of Him you are in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God—and righteousness and sanctification and redemption— 31 that, as it is written, “He who glories, let him glory in the LORD.”

-I wasn't sure, but now I am certain.

2008-08-11T00:36:00.006+08:00

Big Price, Satisfied?

Service was awesome today. Hahas, we celebrated national day too. Oh gosh, was so disappointing yesterday, wanted to see the fireworks from the indoor stadium. In the end, the condominiums blocked everything (well almost). We saw like 1/10 of it, a fraction, a tithe. But those fellas on the condos sure enjoyed -_-

But still it was fun! After the picnic, we went to leisure park. I didn't know there was this cool antique shop at the 3rd floor. Me and Joh left the group to check it out, I was determined to find a vintage batman figurine (I collect batman figures and batmobiles), and true enough i found one! John's the man. He bought it for me! Rocker. We bargained well =D Even though it didn't cost much, but still thanks John!

Isn't it true, buying expensive stuff does not mean gurantee the other party will definitely like it. But when you really have a heart for the person,you just know what to get. And it's those little things that you do that people will remember. So BIG price doesn't equal BIG satisfaction. It depends on the individual really. I'm simple and easily contented. To me, it's not about having what you want, it's wanting what you have that really matters.

Count your blessings today. Have a thankful heart. Soon, you'll realise you are actually blessed and fortunate. Yes, there will definitely be setbacks in life, but don't count the setbacks. Learn from them and move on. If you can grasp this, you'll realise happiness is also a choice. But you need to discipline your mind to achieve it. Block out the negative, think positive. I'm not saying you become naive and think everything as a simpleton does.

But gather good thoughts. Thoughts of peace, thoughts of joy, thoughts that will strengthen you. See, your mind is a a battlefield, so be wise even you are just thinking. One wrong thought can actually cripple you, and trap you. This may sound weird, but I think it is so important to, be wise with what you think.Your mind is a very powerful tool, whether you believe it or not. Creativity comes from there(heard of this word brainstorm?), knowledge is stored there, memories is hidden there, analytical ability comes from there, belief system, and so so much more. That is why it is so important to protect and guard it. Just one thought can/might change or shift your whole mindset.

Philipians 4:6-8

(taken at russel's place) Le En and Me

Playing pool. Zec! I won!

-you'll never walk alone

2008-08-09T01:26:00.005+08:00

WHY SO SERIOUS??

I wonder who is going to ever beat Heath Ledger's acting role as the joker in the recent film series of batman, the dark knight. It is really legendary! I really want to watch it again. Or maybe I should just wait for the release of the dvd. So I can save up the money and I can watch it a thousand times!

Yes! I finally watched a movie this year! I promised myself that I had to watch this show at least. Batman rocks! But seriously, I think the main focus of the dark knight this time was on the Joker. It really is, no doubt. He portrayed the character so well. Not that Christian Bale did a bad job as Bruce Wayne. But Heath Ledger just raised the bar so high for whoever is going to take over that role as the Joker. Can't wait to see What Christopher Nolan is coming up with next.

But it exceeded my expectations this time, did not let me down =D I'm the all-time Batman fan! After the premier of the Dark Knight, I know there are many more Batman fans out there! Welcome to the club.

-joker, where are you?

2008-08-06T23:24:00.005+08:00

What KILLS DEATH?

Looking at the title, your first reaction may be, "hey, wait a minute.. is that a mistake? How on earth do you kill death?! Death kills YOU!"

Yes, don't get me wrong, I agree that death is in nature. Things die in the physical, whether it is natural or unnatural. And face it, we will die one day, it is a matter of sooner or later. We can't run away from it. We WILL die. Sorry to burst some of your bubbles.

See, we don't know when it will happen. But it will. Met John Tay, the other day and was talking with him. And he started sharing about this girl who was having eating disorders, and he said she is already in ICU (Intensive Care Unit), but she still refuses to eat! I was so shocked to hear that. She was dying but yet she REFUSED, did not want, hated to eat. Why? Because she thinks she is fat, she is not slim enough...

Yes, I sympathised her. But I was even angry! See, many people would die to live the life that we have, literally! Do you know that 53% of the world population survives on less than $2 a day? If you earn $4000 a month. You make about 100 times more than they do in a day! I tell you, we are so fortunate. Imagine the 53 out of a 100, surviving with 2 bucks a day! EAT? FOOD? They are starving! And right here, in the modern context world that we live in, we take all those things for granted.

See, many people will die to live the life that we have, but some people just live to die. (Rachel, I googled it, didn't find see it anywhere). Yes! I said that to John while walking in CitiLink. I think it is really sad. Don't you think so? Living to die? Some people just can't seem to get it.

Death, and dying won't solve the problem. It never will. It is what we do now, the life that we live now that matters. This life determines everything. Everything.

So wait. How can you KILL death? To tell you the truth, death is not just in the physical. But when i say death. It means eternal. Eternal death. Have you ever wondered, where on earth do I go after I die? I can only say this, whether you are a believer or not. The life that you live now determines that.

See, something powerful happened 2000 years ago. Something so signicant, that it was able to split timeline. (A.D. and B.C.) What was that event? The birth and Death of Jesus Christ. Something powerful happened when Jesus hung on the cross, and died (for us). He broke the curse of death, over our lives! He crushed it! KILLED it!

Who ever said it was over when you die?

John 3:16

16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

MS FU WA JING JING

-thanks for waiting patiently =)

2008-08-04T23:13:00.006+08:00

Make Someone's Day

Celebrated Shawn's birthday today. Surprised/trick him. But could see that he was touched by us taking the time out to do that. Made his day, I believe.

And that is what I am going to talk about today- making someone's day. A random act of kindness each day, may just make somebody's day. The thing is this, you'll never know what is going through someone else's mind. Maybe he/she just had a bad day, just had an argument, etc. But all it might just take is one act of sacrificial kindness, and it can turn all of that around.

Let me ask you a question, who makes your day?

Psalms 118:24

24 This is the day the LORD has made;

We will rejoice and be glad in it.

By Popular Demand

-does it look like a body lifter suit to you?

2008-08-03T19:12:00.011+08:00

Rest

Today is my rest day so I've got time to reflect on what's been happening in my life. School work has finally stop piling up after last week, which was hectic. But all in all, I feel so satisfied now.
God is good, all the time. Festival of Praise has been awesome. I've been really blessed by it the past two days. Parachute band and Reuben Morgan was great. But what really impacted me the most was still what Pastor Mark shared. Maturity is all about accepting responsibility. Some people can really grow old, but never grow up. Because they refuse to take that- responsibility.
I've learnt something, and that it is no use blaming circumstances, and people for what has already happened to you. Just accept it and move on, you are in control of your own life. No one makes decision for you, except you. NOT EVEN GOD. You see, God has given to you something, that He'll never touch, your free-will. Don't take it for granted.
1 Corinthians 14:20
[ Tongues a Sign to Unbelievers ] Brethren, do not be children in understanding; however, in malice be babes, but in understanding be mature.

Meet Fu Wa Jing Jing =)

hahahas (inside joke)

-i hope that made you smile

2008-08-02T02:39:00.007+08:00

Power to the weak, Strength to the powerless

Days are longer than ever before. Work is more than ever before. But life is also better than ever before. Yes, I am so sorry that it's almost been a month since my last post. Life has just been so PACKED, there is so many things to do. But I've STRETCH-ed even more.

Sometimes when so many things are happening at the same time, people get anxious, weary, worried, stress, frustrated, this can go on and on. To make things worst, something bad has happened to you, maybe you found out someone talking bad things about you in school.

But you see, you have a choice to choose how you react to it. I won't spend time focusing on people that are just out to get me. You see, there are people that will drain you. I am not saying you go and hate that person, NO. No one' perfect. But don't focus on the problem! Focus on what makes you stronger. Focus on people that fuels you.

Don't dwell in insecurity, but have confidence. You have one life, live it to the fullest.

Tired people change the world. But we all need strength again the next day. And the joy of the Lord shall be your strength.

-you make my day =)

2008-07-07T02:12:00.006+08:00

Selfless Shoe

Go to http://www.selfless-shoe.blogspot.com/

I just did up a new video for it. To think that it all just started out as a idea, and a dream. But God is good. He does amazing things.

Many will come and go, some may even try to pull you down. But if it's your dream guard it. Don't let the doubtfuls fool you. Nor the deceiver trick you.

Not everyone will celebrate your victory with you. All you need to know is this, if it is according to His will. It shall be done. Even if the whole world is against you, God is with you.

Mark 10:27 (NKJV)

27 But Jesus looked at them and said, “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.”

-it's you i adore

2008-06-30T11:05:00.003+08:00

UPDATED

Alright. So someone said I don't update regularly enough. Hahas, okay I repent. Here it is =)Anyway, many things have been happening lately. Some things have been working out very well, and there are those few that that aren't. But I'm learning.

I know what's going on. I know what you did. I know what you said. I know you want to bring me down. But no, I am not retaliating. Know this, you can say whatever you want to others about me. But in time to come, the truth will be revealed.
Psalm 49:15 (New King James Version)
15 But God will redeem my soul from the power of the grave,
For He shall receive me...

2008-06-24T21:17:00.006+08:00

The Weary

Isaiah 40:30 (NKJV)

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,

and young men stumble and fall;

Yes, shocking as it may seem. Even the young will grow weary and will fall. It is not easy to be consistent. There are times where the mind will tell you, it is not possible to go on. It is foolish to give. It is unfair. It is so tiring to commit and love unconditionally.

That day will come, when you are force to make that same decision you made a long time ago. But will you stay the same? Will you press on? Rededicate your life?

Or will you let go? Give up, put down all the resposibilities and leave?

See, it is never going to be easy to stay focused. Life will never be a bed of roses. And bad things do happen to good people. But how you react to it is the most important thing. Think about it, it is always up to you to choose how you want to think and react. Your mind will always be a battlefield. Either you stand firm in what you belief or you doubt and let it all go.

It is not easy. It is not easy. But everytime I get discourage and grow weary, I always remember this

"God did not promise days without pain; laughter without sorrow; sun without rain - But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way."

Isaiah 40:31 (NKJV)

31 But those who wait on the LORD

Shall renew their strength;

They shall mount up with wings like eagles,

They shall run and not be weary,

They shall walk and not faint.

2008-06-23T00:47:00.003+08:00

Fear

This post is for you. If you are a person who is struggling with fear. Fear of failure, fear of losing something, someone, whatever it is.

We can't deny this fear is a very powerful force. If given an opportunity, fear can creep in and cripple the soul. That is why it is so common to find people who struggle with insecurity and lack of trust today. There is always a root to the problem. Be it, family background or terrible past experiences. But one thing i learnt in the past few years of my life. Fear will always be there, it will always pop up and stand in your way.

There is two ways to handle fear. First, the most common and popular way people choose- RUN! As far as you can! Try avoiding it. Hide from it. It is sad, but true that people struggle with this vicious cycle. And the worst part is, they never ever get out of it.

So how then do we ever overcome our fears? There is only one way. Faith. Fear has no power in the atmosphere of faith. Where there is faith, fear has to flee. Just like where there is light, darkness is dispelled. Faith is confidence, knowing that fear only has power if you let it.

-Fear creeps in and cripples the soul, Faith in Love cast our all fear!

2 Tim 1:7 (NKJV)

7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

2008-06-07T13:56:00.004+08:00

The Let Down

It is so upsetting sometimes when situation turns against you. And people let you down, time and again. Disappointments are worst when you put your trust in people, that they will believe in your vision and guard it.

Sadly, in such an imperfect world. We know that no one is perfect, and everyone makes mistakes.

People can let you down, mock you, judge you, put you down, but ultimately it is your choice whether to let those things affect you.

Revenge? No. What difference does that make you from them if you do the same. Judge not.

Matthew 5:38-40 (NKJV)

38 “You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’39 But I tell you not to resist an evil person. But whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. 40 If anyone wants to sue you and take away your tunic, let him have your cloak also.

2008-05-27T14:16:00.003+08:00

In the New Paper

Dr Mechai (Thailand's condom king) came to my school. He is such a powerful social entrepreneur. He makes use of humour to win people. I really agree with what he said, "if you make people laugh with you, chances are they won't be against you."

Check this out- http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/news/story/0,4136,165851,00.html

I was interviewed in this article as well. Do check it out.

2008-05-21T23:12:00.005+08:00

Values of a Social Entrepreneur

I learnt a lot yesterday, after meeting Mr. Kenny Low (Founder of O School and CHEC).

One thing that hit me the most, when I interviewed him. He was so grounded in his values. Be it Christianity, or personal. I ask Mr. Kenny this question, "what do you think is the most important value every social entrepreneur should have?"

Without hesitating he answered me right away, "Purpose. They need to be purpose-driven."

Philipians 2:1-4 (NIV)

1If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. 3Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. 4Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

2008-05-20T11:49:00.002+08:00

Woah I am surprised that my feedback for the telematch actually appeared on the school's website. And the theory on size does not matter is proven once again.

check it out- http://www.np.edu.sg/hms/news/Pages/HMSFUN08.aspx

2008-05-08T14:15:00.002+08:00

2008-04-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

Asking and Waiting

Just when I was about to give up, He made a way. One that was so miraculous, When I thought it was not even possible. He showered me with His blessings, and showed me the power of Prayer. Yes, it works and it is proven. He never shortchanges me. I am so amazed.

"God did not promise days without pain; laughter without sorrow; sun without rain - But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way."

2008-04-19T13:05:00.003+08:00

On the right track

First week of school has just ended. It is amazing how many things have already been done in such a short time. I am feeling at the will. And I have never been happier in my life. This is it. Doing what I am suppose to do. Business and Social Enterprise.

-selfless shoe, don't fail me now.

2008-04-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

Does Size Really Matter?

Sorry guys, it's been awhile since i last post. Well, been busy lately, had a camp, and school just started recently. It's 3rd day today! Life in Ngee Ann Poly is fun but tiring at the same time. But I'm pretty happy with where i am. Well, we had a telematch today, all the different schools of Ngee Ann Poly competing in games, cheers etc..

At first, when the school (of Humanities) leader called me and ask me to represent the school, i thought it was some small lame competition, but nevertheless, i went. I thought it was a informal event. I was wrong! It was HUGE! I walk out from the briefing room to the track, i was in shock! There were hundreds/thousands of people cheering at the stands! And I told my friend "Wow i thought this was a small competition?" He was pretty surprised too. Hahas.

Our school had the least amount of supporters, compared to the rest of the schools like School of Business, Engineering, Health Science, etc.. As we were the smallest faculty, only having 4 courses and a few hundred students. Mind you, Ngee Ann has 16,000 students. So yes, our school is the tiniest.

But we were not scared, and we just cheered as loud as we can with the hand-full of students we had. Even the lecturers and principal of our school came to suppor ust! And although we were little in numbers, we cheered louder than schools that were 2 times our size! And guess what? In the 4 races, we got 1st for 2 of them, and 2nd for 1, and our school was crowned the overall champion!! My leader pushed me up to collect the medals for the school and shake hands with the VIP. I did not know who he(VIP) was at first, i just smiled when i was at the grand stand, collect the prize, took a photo and said thanks.

I later found out, he was the director of Ngee Ann Poly!! Anyway, it's only the 3rd day, and i already got a gold medal and a handshake with the school's director. Hahas! Can't wait to see what's going to happen in the next 3 years. God is good. He surprises you when you least expect it. Anyway, lesson learned, size does not matters! It's the spirit! So don't despise small and humble beginnings. Use what you have and develop it.

Conclusion, Small size+Big heart= Big results

2008-04-07T18:24:00.000+08:00

The Power of Giving

In my previous post i mentioned that giving and sacrificing is an essential tool in making a difference. Today I'm going to elaborate more about that. In this modern world, that is getting less and less compassionate. We know that people are more interested in taking, saving and spending, than anything else. But not many know this, that it is much more a blessing to give than to receive. Let me give you an illustration.

Some of you might have heard the story of Elisabeth Elliot before, the story goes like that. In the early 1950s, a young woman named Elisabeth Elliot went to Ecuador with a group of missionaries in hope to reach out to the Quicha Indians. Among the group was a man named Jim, a man who later married to her, and eventually had a daughter with her, named Valerie. After 2 years being married, Jim and four other missionaries felt a need to make contact with a group of Indians called the Auca. The Indians had a fierce reputation. The earliest record of any contact was in the 1600s. Since then, they attacked every outsider who came their way. Even the Ecuadoran Indians avoided them because of their brutality.

As Jim and the others prepared to make contact, Elisabeth knew that the 5 men would be putting themselves in danger, but she was resolute. The two of them had given their lives to this mission. For several weeks, a missionary pilot flew a plane over the Aucan village and dropped supplies and other items as gifts. They even included pictures of themselves to prepare he tribespeople for their first contact.

A few weeks later Jim ad four others landed on a small stretch of beach on the Curraray River and set up camp. There they made contact with three Aucans- a man and two women- who seemed to be friendly and receptive. And in following days, they met with several others. They told their wives by radio that they seemed to be making significant progress in befriending the tribe.

But then few days later, the men failed to check with the base camp at an appointed time. Their wives waited in vain for them. They feared for the worst.

A search party went to look for the men and radioed bad news. They had spotted the body of a white man floating in the river. The searchers found the men, one by one. With each of them the same: he had been slashed with Aucan spear. All five of them were dead.

Under those circumstances, many people in Elliot's shoes would have gone home. It's one thing to be willing to give up a comfortable life in the United States to help other people it's quite anoher to give up your spouse. But Elliot had a truly generous heart. Despite her terrible loss, she still wanted to help the people of Ecuador. She stayed and served the Quichuans with whom she was living.

What happen after that was more remarkable. Other missionaries continued trying to make contact with an Aucan village. After a couple of years, they succeeded. Immediately Elisabeth Elliot rushed over to the village. Was it to seek revenge? No, it was to work with the people and serve them. Elliot lived and worked among the Aucan people for two years, and many of thm gladly accepted the message of God's love she carried- including two of the seven men who had killed her husband.

Story referrence from- John C. Maxwell (The 21 Indispensable qualities of a Leader)

Isn't that amazing? The ability to give even your life. See, Jim and the others could have saved their own lives and killed the Aucans. They had guns with them, they could have shot the Aucans while they were attacking them. But they didn't! They cried shooting towards the sky, as they were being speared to their death. Knowing that, the Aucans weren't ready to go to heaven, and they were. Yes, they died a horrible death. But they saved a whole generation of Aucans, and they caused the extinction of brutality and violence in Ecuador.

Now I'm not asking you to give your life! But, what I'm trying to say is, don't be afraid to be generous. As it is truly better to give than to receive.

"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose."

-Jim Elliot

2008-04-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Parable of the Star Thrower

Yes I know! It's the star thrower again! Hahas, but I am constantly reminded of it as, that poster is right on my computer desk. For those of you who heard about this story before, BRAVO! But, I just felt that it was time to share it with other people too. And explain what is the meaning and the moral behind that story. For those of you who didn't get it (I hope you did). It was about making a difference. Making a difference in the lives of the people around you. Yes, people! Not just starfishes! Let me give you an illustration.

This is Based On A TRUE story. There was once, a guy name Mark. Mark was on his way home after school one day. As he was walking, he accidentally bang into a guy called Jack. That collision, caused the books on Jack's arm to fall to the ground. He immediately apologised, and helped pick all the books that was on the ground. Mark was wondering "What's this guy doing carrying so many books?" So he asked where Jack lived. Upon finding out his house was just around the corner, and along the way to his own, Mark offered to lend a helping hand and lighten the load of Jack, by carrying half of his books. As the 2 were walking, Mark started talking. Being a very extrovert guy, he broke the ice. And soon, Jack was opening up and talking too. They soon reached Jack's house. Jack enjoyed Mark's company and invited him to his house to drink some coffee. And soon time just flew they chatted, played computer games and had dinner together. Their friendship just took off in just a few hours! They continued keeping in contact for the next few weeks. After a few months, they were like best friends and brothers. Then One day, Jack went up to Mark.

He said, "Mark, I need to tell you something."

Mark replied, "Yea sure what is it?"

A tear rolled down Jack's eye as he swallowed his saliva.

Mark was shocked and asked, "Jack, are you alright? Did something happen?"

"No." He answered. "Thanks you saved my life."

Mark was confused now, "What are you talking about?"

Jack answered, "You see before I met you, I had no friends. I felt so rejected, and no one seemed to care. I have no family, to support me and I am always alone. That day, when we first met, I packed up my lockers, took all my books and was going to go home to end my life(commit suicide). But that day, as i was walking home, I banged into you. And you were so nice to me. When you talked to me i felt warmth and acceptance for the first time in my life! And I knew, I had just found someone who truly cared. After you left my house that day, I knew, I wasn't alone anymore. That thought of ending my life left immediately! Thanks brother, because of you, I am alive today!"

The End.

See, Mark never knew that just by carrying a load of books, he could save a life! Lesson learnt, We can ALL make a difference. whether BIG or small the sacrifice. Don't think that only by doing the BIG things, and solving the problem, you are making a difference. My belief is this, that it's always the small sacrifices that shows a big heart. So I challenge you today. Make a difference in someone's life. Just simple things, like buying a meal for you friend. It can even be a stranger, in the train, in the bus, give up your seat for them! That's a sacrifice. It'll make someone's day! Don't be afraid to sacrifice, don't be afraid to give! All that is not given is lost. Be a Star Thrower today!

-To the world, you're just one person. To one person, you just might be the world!

2008-04-05T10:53:00.001+08:00

The Star Thrower

One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticed a figure in the distance. As he got closer, he realised the figure was that of a boy picking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean.

Approaching the boy, he asked, "What are you doing?"
The youth replied, "Throwing a starfish into the ocean. You see, the sun is coming up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them back, they'll die."

"Son" the man said , "don't you realise there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish? You can't possibly make a difference?"

After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish, and threw it into the surf. Then, smiling at the man, he said, "For that one, it made a difference."

-By Joel Barker

2008-04-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys, I decided not to let my blog be the team's blog. Hahas.
So i created another blog for the team.
http://eagles-united.blogspot.com/
Go check it out!

2008-04-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

NOTICE

For ALL the players. As you guys know there'll be a match this coming sunday. So, it also means, we need to train! We seriously need to work on our fitness, and step up our game. We don't need talented players or skillful players who think they are indespensable. But what we need is committed players, who are willing to train hard, even though they know, they may not be the best. Hard-working people always out-do, talented but lazy people. I know you guys are busy, and honestly we all are! But can we at least sacrifice about an hour and a half, just once a week? For training. It will really make a big difference. If every player is willing to set apart a little time for this team. Seriously, I think we can really make it. And who knows we can even join leagues or competition. But first, we need discipline and commitment. Coming for training for example. We don't just gather for training for no reasons. But we do it because team bonding and chemistry is as important as individual skills and talent. I'm sure you guys know that a team is only as strong as its weakest player. Of course, if you've really got something important to do, we won't be unreasonable, and we'll let you go. But please don't abuse that, and keep skipping training. It's not just a team, it's OUR team. If you're not actively joining us, and you just take the jersey and leave, then how can u say you are a part of this team? And if you think it's okay, I'm sorry, it's not. No matter how good a player you are. If you feel this is too much and you're not up for this, sms me or tag and lemme know that you are not able to be in this team anymore.

But if you are ready to rock out on the field, and continue on our unbeaten run, join us for training this week!

Date: 3 April '08, Thursday

Time: 4pm

Venue: Commonwealth field (Field training so please bring along your boots)

2008-03-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hey fellow players,

The jersey is up there. as you see. Today, we(Justine, WeiJun, Hongyi, Izuwan, Clifton and Victor) went and walk all over queensway shopping centre for hours to check out the jerseys. Went to the first shop, the lady offered her "best price", $55! But can't blame her, its kappa! From Italy, this jersey is the away jersey of Italian team, AS Roma. And this was the best-looking jersey we've seen throughout the day. But we decided to look around first,so we just took her name card. Went everywhere, couldn't find a better deal. However, I was determine after all, i felt that not everyone could afford paying 55. In the end, we manage to get a deal with a shopkeeper on the top floor, the same jersey, BUT i managed to bargain to $45! Save us all 10bucks! Anyway, i know you may think 45 is a lot, but seriously, try walking in queensway, that the best deal we can get! It's definitely better than all our previous jerseys and definitely cheaper. Considering this too, this is the full set! Which means, the jersey top, bottom, and even the socks! (including printing for all). I haven't sealed the deal yet, cause i felt that all of us should make the decision together, please tag me and tell me how you feel. (please put your name and also your prefered number at the back, I'll put one example for you at the tagboard) But please realise, you need to fight for the number, meaning the jersey numbers can be double-count or even triple count due to popularity. We will make the final decision on sunday. You must earn your jerseys! (Commitment)

(p.s. i think it looks better if you see it physically, cause you cant really see the design on both the sleeves, thats the awesome part.)

Hey guys, we'll also have a match on sunday, against Eric's team. Time and venue will confirm with you again. We'll meet for team talk and warm-up before that. Please also note that we'll collect the $45 on that day itself. So please! Start saving now!

Tks,

Justine

2008-03-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Power of Influence

Well, todays post is gonna be shorter, however i feel that this is something very powerful! I've been observing something and i realise it's so true that you ARE who you mix around with. And yes we've all heard it some point in our life. However, i notice that it's also a choice, who you'd let yourself be influenced by.Whether good or bad the influene, I always believe that people who are able to influence have a common trait- Good leadership. They are able to influence because they have leadership qualities, and that's why people are willing to follow. It can be a good thing to have influence, but i believe it takes a lot of responsibility once you have the power to do that. We've seen disastrous things happen when people follow bad leaders, for example- Adolf Hitler, the leader of the Nazis and German nation in WWII which also brought about many horrible death such as the holocaust (execution of the Jews) and many more. But yet why was Hitler such a influential man in Germany, that the Germans litereally worshipped him? Simply because he was a good leader to his people. Yes he was a cruel insane man, but he had followers, and its the result of his influence in their lives, and their nation. It was so hard to not be influenced by him in Germany, as he used propaganda, and even educated the children about his "beliefs". Yes, it was horrible, what Hitler did, and the thousands upon thousands of death he caused. That just shows how someone can terribly abused his power of influence. Be alway aware and cautious who you look up to. For your success in life depends on that, if you mix with the destroyers you'll be a destroyer yourseld. But, if you mix with the wise you'll be wise yourself.

2008-03-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

The Lost- Purpose

I've came to realise something recently. In such a high-speed and technologically advanced society we live in today, peope are constantly so crop up in keeping up and catching up with the world that they tend to overlook the most crucial things in life. Take a minute and think about it, the number one thing people are constantly vying and focusing for is "Making it BIG", getting the wealth, the fame, and of course the glory. Don't get me wrong, I'm not against prosperity, however I feel that its getting out of hand, that people these days are so obsessed they are willing to do "INSANE" things to reach that level of "Glory". Yes, crazy things, and in that process losing their intergrity, respect and accountability to themselves. My question to you today is, do you feel satisfied with life? Do you feel that there's something missing in your life, but you don't know what? Well, if your answer is yes. What you're missing is a purpose. Without a purpose, you're probably just following the crowd. Without a purpose there won't be a "driving-force" behind what you do. You will just do what you're told. But NO! It should never be that way! The worst thing that can ever happen to a anybody is NOT losing all their material wealth, neither is it losing one dearest to them, but the worst thing that can ever happen to a person, is he/she living life aimlessly, without a purpose! Then he/she will just do things just for the sake of doing them. Never finding any joy or fulfillment. For example studying, if you don't know your purpose, and dont have a vision in life, chances are you won't do well. However, it's when you know you're not here just to fight, challenge, or compete, but to accomplish, then you understand your true purpose. And when you do find it, your purpose, you'll realise that there is no way any amount of wealth can ever exchange or buy that sense of joy and satisfaction.

2008-02-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

2008-02-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

More response to the samsung mp3 yp-t10.
Cedric: I like the recording system of the mp3, the quality of the sound is acutually pretty good.
Joshua: The sound is good, but the design of the wireless headphones are a bit weird.
Calvin: The sound is awesome, however, the headphones are only suitable for some people,
for example, the headphones cant really fit the head of people that have bigger heads.
Brian: Like the design of the mp3 very slick.

Well, for me personally i agree with all their response.
they are really true and sincere.
no product is perfect there's definitely pros and cons for every product.
however in my point of view i feel that samsung did a really good job with this mp3 player, really.
As unlike any other mp3 samsung has both the design and great technology (wireless)
Yea ppl may say "oh creative is better" or "oh iPod is better"
but hey yea they're all good, but are iPod wire free? and for creative, how creative can their designs get?
lol no insults here, just my personal opinion.
All in all, it's always down to personal preference.
But for now, i have to say samsung, YOU ROCK!

2007-12-21T00:51:00.001+08:00

2007-12-20T00:16:00.001+08:00

2007-12-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yea im already in Part 2 of my journey with the NEW WIRELESS MP3 and HEADSET by Samsung. Now im gonna share my likes and dislikes abt this mp3.

LIKES:

+The Mp3 player looks slick, slim and sexy

+The Mp3 player display (sammy, the cute dog) is really creative

+The function isn't complicating, user friendly

+The touchpad is cool

+There's KABILLIONS of cool functions like Text, Recorder, Not to forget it has bluetooth, FM Radio, Videos you can watch the whole season of heroes in here, Pictures, Music...etc

+The battery live is long, enough last me a whole day

DISLIKES:

-So far NONE

2007-12-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

SAMSUNG YP-T10 & SBH 500!!

THE NEW WIRE-FREE MP3 PLAYER & HEADSET!

Oh man when i signed up for the testing out of the new wireless mp3 player by Samsung at Ripplevox.com, i never expect to get chosen! But WOOTS, amazingly i did! Yea! Its been great so far, Everything is still working well after 2 weeks. I'm currently letting my friends test it out too and let them give me their comments. I'll update that part SOON.

2007-03-04T12:43:00.000+08:00

Its been sometime since i last blogged. Well, many things have happened since last october, and i'm glad that its made me what i am today. I've learn a lot. Well, I realised the greatest blessings in life ain't money, it ain't material needs, but actually the people that has been placed around you. And its true that you are who you mixed around with, i am a little bit of everyone i know. And whoever influences me the most, i will be more like that person, im glad im influenced by the right people. If it weren't for them, i wouldn't be the same. I can't even imagine how i would turn out to be. So the greatest lesson i've learn yet, is to treasure this people, and appreciate them for what they've done. Sometimes the greatest blessings are actually right infront of you, but you choose to turn away, and take it for granted.

-the best & most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they must be felt with the heart.

2006-10-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

hey, hi there, just came back from changi airport, went there after prayer meeting. on friday went to shikin's graduation, congrats shikin! and tomorrow gonna have a great class party (2e3'05) at agnes house. yep. cant wait to have my guitar lesson with stuart this tuesday too! anyway i g2g now, oh and here's some photo that was taken on friday. take care, God bless, bye =>

-people don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care.

(wei jun, ms Lim, aidil, me and hong yi)

(nope we aren't gay, we just love each other like brothers)

( wei jun, me and airie, just kicking the air)

(brothers for LIFE!)

2006-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

hi, really sorry that i havent blog for centuries! you guys probably think i'm pretty lazy and all. but anyways i'm having exams now, so i'm kinda busy and caught up here and there. so im really truly very very sorry! please understand. anyway to all the people having exams now, GOOD LUCK! and to those who are preparing, work hard and work smart. so here is a couple of photos taken by Bjorn's cool effect laptop. hahas i look really funny and stupid.

-the wind of a slammed door opens another.

(King Kong!Lol)

(Jimmy neutron and a square face)

( the whole team of aliens. WE are coming for YOU!)

2006-09-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

i'm really sorry for not posting for such a long time! i've been really busy with lots of stuff recently and this is the only time i have to blog. okay basically many things happened since i last posted. celebrated my evil brother's (brian) birthday on sep 11 (yep a bad day for a birthday)the day when the terrorists destroyed the twin tower, but it was alright, we went out as a family at taka and ate seoul garden and bought many things. had training on 1,3,5(mon, wed, fri) but did not manage to go on wednesday and friday cause had emcee rehearsals. today went for soccermania, had fun even though we did not win =p. dom wong did not come as he had a golf competition, heard he did pretty well, so great! okay then we went for service, it was so good! pst kong RAWKS! and after that we went to dinner at bedok, sumo restaurant was really very good, and affordable. tomorrow gonna have reheasal for class production, then gonna go print the class shirt. hope they like the design. okay i gotta sleep now, really tired! i promise i'll try to blog whenever i can! oh and i added a new link, my son, a wannabe?! hahas okay. take care. bye. God bless you!

-beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.

2006-09-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

hey. okay benjamin and leonard is at my house right now. konrad just left. so, my day start off with me watching tv then, konrad and leonard came over at around 12? and then taught leonard how to play the guitar and watch more tv, then we head off to commonwealth to meet ben. after that, we went to bukit merah and cut our hair, it turns out to be pretty good!(konrad last minunte decided not to) anyways then we had dinner and then they came over to my place to play soccer, play guitar and games. oh and now they are leaving so... right now my bro wanna use the com, my evil bro... he is so irritating! okay i gotta go. take care. bye. God bless!

-the future belongs to those who believes in the beauty of their dreams.

2006-09-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. steve irwin the crocodile hunter died! cant believe it, i always watch his documentaries, really unfortunate event. really feel sorry for his wife and kids. i was watching his documentary(new breed vets) before i heard the news, really gonna miss his presence on television. anyways, did not go anywhere today just stayed home, watch tv, sleep, watch tv and went back sleeping again. oh ya, i watch this show last night, full house, it was so good! its on channel 55 every weekend. its really good! watch it if you can, you won't regret it. so, i am gonna cut my hair tomorrow with my friends, leonard wanna cut MOHAWK lol! cant wait to see how he'll look like. i think i'll probably cut it short, save my long lecture by teachers and i also promise mr tham so gotta keep it (i'm a man of my word). but not too short. just shorter than usual.

questions: answer:

fav. food? fried rice
fav. drink? pink dolphin
fav. colour? orange
fav. movie? a walk to remember
what are you wearing? just a red shirt and shorts
boards or jeans? tough one but i'll go with jeans
most irritating person? my younger bro, brian (no doubt)
no.1 fear? saliva(don't ask why)
what did you last ate? toblerone chocolate
what do you want right now? answers
fav. teacher? many, mrs lee, mr tan and mr wan
aspire to be? soccer player, lawyer
dogs or cats? dogs definitely
fav. brand? nike
fav. person? let me think about that one...
worst nickname? hate to say this but, little fool
fav. artist? ashley parker angel, hinder,
usher, ryan cabrera, many more
fav. actor? adam sandler (jack black's close in no.2)
religion? i would not call it a religion, Christianity
its a relationship with God.
what's next? homework!

-wisdom isn't just knowing what to do-it's doing what you know.

(tributes to steve irwin. croc rules!)

(pic taken early this year in perth australia)

2006-09-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

hi. sorry didnt blog yesterday, i was out out the whole day. yesterday morning went for soccermania, with ben chio, elwood, leonard, dom wong and hooper(the team). we lost 2 and won 1, but anyway we still did pretty well considering those teams we played against.(were really good) i am proud of you guys! yeah! our team name is KFC (kourage football club) LOL. hooper's idea. we ain't the best team(honestly as much as i like it to be) but we were the most fun team to play against with. we aren't violent or vulgar we just played our best and try to have as much fun as we can. anyways it was very good. we then went to grab some food to eat and head on to meet the rest of our friends and went to church(elwood went for tuition). service was very good! pst Kong preach about budgetting and planning our finances and he said "If you fail to plan you plan to fail" (hahas i type this in the last post) learn many stuff! my God is a debt cancelling God! yeah! after that went for dinner at changi airport, had games and once again, i did 2 forfeits... 1 with hooper dancing ballerina and the other with matthew dancing and acting hip! hahas so embarassing, so many people looked at us and laugh! hahas so stupid! they all purposely sabotage me. anyways after that i went home home with leonard and ben while the rest stayed on to sent a friend off. really had fun yesterday. today, i just went down to play soccer and slack the whole day at home, too tired to do anything else. that's all. enjoy your day! take care. bye.

-why won't you just treat me right?

2006-09-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

hello. i had fun today. went to cell grup meeting, sis yalan was so gooD! anyways, after that we went to minds cafe (its kinda like a cafe that has many games like over 200?) was very very fun! must go there again. oh its at clarke quay. i kept losing! and did many embarassing forfeits like star jumps, dance hip hop and dance tango with another guy in public! hahas it ws so embarassing. anyway it did cheer me up a little, after so much have happened,but still not feeling good, just cant stop thinking about it... i just don't wanna do anything anymore. you are always right and im always wrong anyways. why don't you just... never mind. i just wanna stop thinking about this right now. and if u actually look properly it says "my friends and all those that love me" unless you don't then.. okay okay.. lets just change the topic. i got my ORDINARY MEMBERSHIP today. yeah! thats the only thing that is making me happy. thank God for that. congrats to kenny too! tomorrow have soccermania so gonna sleep early, need loads of rest, so gotta go sleep now. just hope elwood wouldn't come 30minutes late again. LOL. okay bye. thanks for coming! God bless!

-if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

2006-08-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey. today is teacher's day went back to my primary school and met up with all my primary school friends and teachers. its really nice to see them and very shocking to see how much they have changed in appearance and personality, we played soccer (obviously) and then we went to the bowling alley and then we played pool. after that we walked to great world city had lunch and walked around, we met many other friends there, other then hendra(a very good friend of mine when i was in primary school) all of them look so different! i got to think like 5 secs before i call out their name as i was not sure and did not want to embarass myself by calling wrong names. thankfully i did not recognise anyone wrongly and thankfully they recognise me. i think i should meet up with them more often, its kinda sad to see friends you have known for over 6years only once a year. anyways, im super tired now, just wanna catch some sleep. hope you guys don't get bored with my lifeless posts. thanks for coming. bye.

-love me for who i am.

MONkeYs and Shikin

(from left to right me, melvin, aidil(bestie), shikin, victor, jin woon, hong yi, and 2 other guys M.I.A that would be wei jun and bjorn) photo taken today after t'cher's day celebration.

( here they are the guy below aidil is wei jun and the guy below me bjorn all my besties) photo taken early this year in perth australia.

2006-08-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

hi there. its raining so heavily right now, was caught in the rain during soccer training and on my way home. i think i have a fever, don't really feel that well. oh gosh right now, i just feel like crap, i'm pissed and i just don't get her, what did i ever done wrong? i am really very tired of this, and i don't wanna care anymore. my life is enough of pain and suffering already, i don't need this right now. you are the one i'm supposed to turn to when i have problems not the one who adds on to it. i... shan't continue, it just makes me feel worse. no point dwelling over things that makes me feel like this. it's time like this when you just feel that there isn't any point living on, but to think of it, i have 2 things that give me strength to move on and not do anything silly.
1. my friends and all those that love me.
2. God.
and thats all i need. nothing in this world is worth you taking your own life, there is always someone out there that loves you and care for you, remember that. and if you ever feel like killing yourself for someone that you love and have hurted you then think again, cause it's not worth dying for someone that makes you feel so lousy and bad. anyways, i think i better move to another topic, i guess you probably thinking i'm weird. okay so, soccer training was fun today, it's been a long time since i felt so connected with the team in the game, and suprisingly no one yelled and argued in the match today, we just encourage each other and moved on, i think its so much better this way, it saves time and also make the team very united and determine to win. that's 1 thing i learnt today, encouragement is way better than arguements! yup. so i gonna get some rest now, really feeling very sick right now. thanks for coming. take care. bye.

-it's not having what you want, it's wanting what you have.

2006-08-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

hi. had a long day in school today, very tiring! anyways, after school went to bugis with elwood and wei chiang, to get my d&t stuffs which cost me like almost 40 bucks! after that we just literally walk around the whole bugis street and shopping centre. i bought a pair of jeans and was tempted to buy many other stuffs but i was snapped back to reality right after elwood remind me of saving money for my electric guitar. but nvm temptation is only a temporary feeling, and with the help of wei chiang, elwood has no problem making me practice self-control. hahas. that big guy is no pushover. and even if i manage to push him over he will just land on me and squashed me FLAT! anyways, i had to pay those 2 guys 3 bucks to follow me to bugis! as i did not wanna go there alone and i did not know how to find the place (what good friends i have) sooner or later all my money is gonna end up in either my friend's mouth or the school's mouth with all those heavy fines for every little thing we do. anyway i have got to go now! take care! and God Bless!

-strong men do cry, prideful men don't.

(now that guy on the top is wei chiang! i am on the bottom! so you get what i mean now?)

2006-08-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey there, this is my first post in this blog and i'm hoping not to make a bad impression.
okay basically, the reason why im starting this whole blog thing is because i just feel that i need to talk to someone, i know its crazy cause blogging is like sharing personal stuff to public and to some people that you don't even know, and i know theres many controversy about this topic, but i just feel like doing it, okay don't ask me why. however i have only one request for anyone who is gonna read my blog, PerLEASE do not judge me, cause you do not know me just by reading my post, im not perfect, i do make mistakes, who doesnt? i apologise if i ever offended you and i hope that you will forgive me if i did. oh ya, before i forget, thanks shikin for helping me out with the skin. Thanks alot! okay it's getting late now. i gonna go catch some sleep. take care. night.
oh and thanks for coming! hopefully posting again tomorrow!

Awestruck

"If you think carrying your burdens is tough, try carrying the cross." -JL"Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laiden and I will give you rest, take up my yoke for it is easy and my burden is light". -JC

"If you think carrying your burdens is tough, try carrying the cross." -JL

Psalm 72:13-14 (New King James Version)

"If you think carrying your burdens is tough, try carrying the cross." -JL

"Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laiden and I will give you rest, take up my yoke for it is easy and my burden is light". -JC