Love, we can believe in

hey. today is teacher's day went back to my primary school and met up with all my primary school friends and teachers. its really nice to see them and very shocking to see how much they have changed in appearance and personality, we played soccer (obviously) and then we went to the bowling alley and then we played pool. after that we walked to great world city had lunch and walked around, we met many other friends there, other then hendra(a very good friend of mine when i was in primary school) all of them look so different! i got to think like 5 secs before i call out their name as i was not sure and did not want to embarass myself by calling wrong names. thankfully i did not recognise anyone wrongly and thankfully they recognise me. i think i should meet up with them more often, its kinda sad to see friends you have known for over 6years only once a year. anyways, im super tired now, just wanna catch some sleep. hope you guys don't get bored with my lifeless posts. thanks for coming. bye.

-love me for who i am.

MONkeYs and Shikin

(from left to right me, melvin, aidil(bestie), shikin, victor, jin woon, hong yi, and 2 other guys M.I.A that would be wei jun and bjorn) photo taken today after t'cher's day celebration.

( here they are the guy below aidil is wei jun and the guy below me bjorn all my besties) photo taken early this year in perth australia.

hi there. its raining so heavily right now, was caught in the rain during soccer training and on my way home. i think i have a fever, don't really feel that well. oh gosh right now, i just feel like crap, i'm pissed and i just don't get her, what did i ever done wrong? i am really very tired of this, and i don't wanna care anymore. my life is enough of pain and suffering already, i don't need this right now. you are the one i'm supposed to turn to when i have problems not the one who adds on to it. i... shan't continue, it just makes me feel worse. no point dwelling over things that makes me feel like this. it's time like this when you just feel that there isn't any point living on, but to think of it, i have 2 things that give me strength to move on and not do anything silly.
1. my friends and all those that love me.
2. God.
and thats all i need. nothing in this world is worth you taking your own life, there is always someone out there that loves you and care for you, remember that. and if you ever feel like killing yourself for someone that you love and have hurted you then think again, cause it's not worth dying for someone that makes you feel so lousy and bad. anyways, i think i better move to another topic, i guess you probably thinking i'm weird. okay so, soccer training was fun today, it's been a long time since i felt so connected with the team in the game, and suprisingly no one yelled and argued in the match today, we just encourage each other and moved on, i think its so much better this way, it saves time and also make the team very united and determine to win. that's 1 thing i learnt today, encouragement is way better than arguements! yup. so i gonna get some rest now, really feeling very sick right now. thanks for coming. take care. bye.

-it's not having what you want, it's wanting what you have.

hi. had a long day in school today, very tiring! anyways, after school went to bugis with elwood and wei chiang, to get my d&t stuffs which cost me like almost 40 bucks! after that we just literally walk around the whole bugis street and shopping centre. i bought a pair of jeans and was tempted to buy many other stuffs but i was snapped back to reality right after elwood remind me of saving money for my electric guitar. but nvm temptation is only a temporary feeling, and with the help of wei chiang, elwood has no problem making me practice self-control. hahas. that big guy is no pushover. and even if i manage to push him over he will just land on me and squashed me FLAT! anyways, i had to pay those 2 guys 3 bucks to follow me to bugis! as i did not wanna go there alone and i did not know how to find the place (what good friends i have) sooner or later all my money is gonna end up in either my friend's mouth or the school's mouth with all those heavy fines for every little thing we do. anyway i have got to go now! take care! and God Bless!

-strong men do cry, prideful men don't.

(now that guy on the top is wei chiang! i am on the bottom! so you get what i mean now?)

hey there, this is my first post in this blog and i'm hoping not to make a bad impression.
okay basically, the reason why im starting this whole blog thing is because i just feel that i need to talk to someone, i know its crazy cause blogging is like sharing personal stuff to public and to some people that you don't even know, and i know theres many controversy about this topic, but i just feel like doing it, okay don't ask me why. however i have only one request for anyone who is gonna read my blog, PerLEASE do not judge me, cause you do not know me just by reading my post, im not perfect, i do make mistakes, who doesnt? i apologise if i ever offended you and i hope that you will forgive me if i did. oh ya, before i forget, thanks shikin for helping me out with the skin. Thanks alot! okay it's getting late now. i gonna go catch some sleep. take care. night.
oh and thanks for coming! hopefully posting again tomorrow!